Friday, January 30, 2015
How much does building a church cost?
Today, at work, I overheard two men talking, and one said; it costs a lot to build a church. That got my attention; it does not cost anything to build a church, I replied. The other man went into how much stained glass windows cost to make, and I could not comprehend why anyone who speaks for God, or in the name of God, needs stained glass windows. So, I replied; churches are within, and stained glass windows or any other luxury is not required, just a person, the self. They understood what I was saying, but the second man responded people are used to tradition, this is what they are used to when they pray. Just like some religions have staue and according to others it is wrong to have them, but they do not know the meaning of them is to honor them. I am still confused; do we need exensive statues to honor saints? Why not honor ourselves? Why not honor each other? If church works for you, great, but does it have to be an expensive building? Do we really need to keep up a materialistic tradition?
Tuesday, January 27, 2015
Egyptian Arab Proverbs
These were given to me by someone who I hold a great deal of respect for, and I thank him for his wonderful energy and wisdom.
First are the Egyptian Arab Proverbs, then will be the American version in itallics.
Repetition teaches (even) a donkey. Practice makes perfect
At the time of a test a person rises or falls. People's real worth is known only through trial.
If you marry a monkey (i.e. somone ugly) for his money, the money will go away and the monkey will stay the same (as ugly as ever). Do not marry for money.
Being alone is better than being with someone bad. Warning about keeping bad company.
Being involved in a funeral is better than being involved in marriages. A warning about matchmaking.
In his mother's eye, the monkey is (as beautiful as a gazelle). Comment about mothers' bias to their children.
The believer is not bitten from the same hole twice. Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me.
The unlucky person finds bones in his tripe dinner. You cannot escape bad luck.
The hand in water is not like the hand in fire. Easier said than done; used to criticize someone removed from the situation at hand who is telling those involved how to deal with it.
Those who have an injury on their head keep checking it. People who have a weakness show it.
Dressing up a stick turns it into a bride. Clothes make the man.
The son of a goose is a swimmer. Like father, like son.
Continuing the same state is impossible. Nothing stays the same.
Seeing someone else's problems makes your own seem smaller. Considering others' problems will give you perspective.
The carpenter's door is falling apart. Used to criticize someone who tells other people how to do things but does not apply his own avice to himself.
The clever one spins the donkey's leg. Used to criticize someone who blames their tools for their bad work.
He who does not have (the money to pay for something) does not need it. If you cannot afford something, think twice about whether you really need it or not.
After his hair went white, he went school. You cannot teach an old dog new tricks.
Someone without (even) a collar tries to jump up (i.e. to a higher social class). Used to criticize someone poor trying to reach up too high above his social status.
Someone free plays the judge. Used to criticize someone with too much free time interfering in other peope's business.
The bride gets a bridegroom and the rest of us get miserable. The bride and the bridegroom are happy at a wedding, but the guests go home unhappily.
What is written in the brow will inevitably be seen by the eye. One will inevitably meet one's destiny.
Trusting men is like trusting water in a sieve. No translation, I just like this one a lot!
The beautiful is beautiful (even right after) rising from sleep, and the ugly is ugly (even) if they wash their face every day. You cannot hide beauty or make the ugly beautiful.
One hand does not clap. Cooperation from all sides is necessary to accomplish anything.
Under a sheikh's hat is a monkey. Used to criticize someone who tries to appear good on the outside to cover up their faults, specifically if they try to appear pious.
Stretch your legs as far as your banket extends. Do not live beyond your means.
He who burns his own tongue from soup will blow in his yogurt (to cool it). Once burned, twice shy.
You want what you want and he wants what he wants, but God does what He wants. Man proposes, God disposes.
Someone with their ass exposed likes to criticize. Used in reference to hypocrites.
I say it is a bull, he says milk it. Used to reference one who will not see reason.
The eye does not go higher than the brow. No one can see above their status in life.
The miserable person will be miserable, even if you hang a lantern on his head. You cannot escape your luck.
Better a warm welcome than being invited to lunch. Welcoming people warmly is important.
The imam farted, so those praying behind him shitted. A leader's errors are compounded by his followers.
One who cooks poison tastes it. What goes around comes around.
Why should one who finds someone to cook for him burn his fingers? Do not do your own dirty work if you can find someone to do it for you.
Eat him for lunch before he eats you for dinner. Kill him before he kills you; get your blows in first.
The cat only likes its strangler. People only respond to harsh treatment.
The fan will donate his skullcap. An enthusiast will give away everything for what he loves.
Movement is a blessing. Exercise is good.
A wasp that brought about the destruction of its own nest through its buzzing. He asked for it, it was his own fault.
A loss soon is much better than a victory much later. It is much better to cut your losses and admit defeat quickly rather than stick it out and eventualy win a victory that cost you a lot.
A beggar but acting like a rich man. Used to describe someone who's in no position to be picky but is still acting like he can set the terms of whatever is going on.
A beggar and he wants a whole loaf. If you are relying on other people's generosity, you should just be grateful for whatever you can get instead of complaining you did not get more.
The bad students' excuse is erasing the blackboard. Used to describe people who are trying to divert attention from their own failings by talking about other things.
Some people's disasters provide benefits for other people. What is disastrous for some people prove to be advantageous for other people.
What is coming is better than what is gone. The future is better than the past.
"If" is like trying to hold on onto air. The equivalent of "I wishes were horses." Something impossible.
The wicked or naughty live longer. Can be used to hint that if you take risks they will pay off. Can also be used in a joking way; for example, if a person was in a minor car accident and was uninjured.
He got entangled in his own doings. He was hoisted by his own petard -- fell into his own trap.
The believer is afflicted. The righteous always suffer.
The new sieve is taut. A new broom sweeps clean.
Make an effort, and I will make an effort (to help) you. God helps those who help themselves.
It is always the idiots who have (lots of) money. Used to disparage the rich.
The water gives the lie to the diver. The proof is in the pudding.
It is all the same thing to those who know nothing. Used if someone views different things as if they are all the same.
The eye sees, but the arm is short (cannot reach). Said when someone wishes for something beyond his means.
A basket has two handles for two people to carry it. Many hands make light work.
Winds do not blow as the ships wish. You cannot always get what you want.
Unattended money teaches thievery. If you do not keep a close eye on your property, people will steal it from you.
The dog's tail will never straighten out. A leopard does not change its spots.
If your friend is honey, do not lick it all [seriously!]. Do not take advantage of your friends.
When the calf falls, the knives come out. When people sense that someone is vulnerable, they will attack.
The shroud has no pockets. You cannot take it with you.
Someone who tries to do two things at once is a liar, and someone who tries to do three things at once is a hypocrite. You cannot divide your effort between multiple things and do them well.
There is no dessert without fire (in the baking process). You cannot make an omlet without breaking a few eggs.
You get what you pay for. Expensive things are worth the price for their quality.
If you steal, steal a camel, and if you love, love (someone as beautiful as) the moon. If you are going to do something, go all out.
Its protector is its thief. Used in reference to someone like a police officer or a government official, who should be protecting people, actually committing crimes.
The bald woman boasts her niece's hair. Used to describe someone who brags about other people's accomplishments or abilities, in particular ailities that person lacks.
(He said) "My mother-in-law is the plague." Someone replied, "divorce her daughter." Used in reference for someone who is complaining about a problem he can solve himself.
Entering a bathroom is not like leaving it. It is easier to get yourself into a situation than it is to get out of it.
What is (still) hidden is more than what has happened/been revealed so far. This is just the tip of the iceberg.
The person seeking to do good is (as good as) someone who (who) does it. Good intentions count as much as good actions.
First are the Egyptian Arab Proverbs, then will be the American version in itallics.
Repetition teaches (even) a donkey. Practice makes perfect
At the time of a test a person rises or falls. People's real worth is known only through trial.
If you marry a monkey (i.e. somone ugly) for his money, the money will go away and the monkey will stay the same (as ugly as ever). Do not marry for money.
Being alone is better than being with someone bad. Warning about keeping bad company.
Being involved in a funeral is better than being involved in marriages. A warning about matchmaking.
In his mother's eye, the monkey is (as beautiful as a gazelle). Comment about mothers' bias to their children.
The believer is not bitten from the same hole twice. Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me.
The unlucky person finds bones in his tripe dinner. You cannot escape bad luck.
The hand in water is not like the hand in fire. Easier said than done; used to criticize someone removed from the situation at hand who is telling those involved how to deal with it.
Those who have an injury on their head keep checking it. People who have a weakness show it.
Dressing up a stick turns it into a bride. Clothes make the man.
The son of a goose is a swimmer. Like father, like son.
Continuing the same state is impossible. Nothing stays the same.
Seeing someone else's problems makes your own seem smaller. Considering others' problems will give you perspective.
The carpenter's door is falling apart. Used to criticize someone who tells other people how to do things but does not apply his own avice to himself.
The clever one spins the donkey's leg. Used to criticize someone who blames their tools for their bad work.
He who does not have (the money to pay for something) does not need it. If you cannot afford something, think twice about whether you really need it or not.
After his hair went white, he went school. You cannot teach an old dog new tricks.
Someone without (even) a collar tries to jump up (i.e. to a higher social class). Used to criticize someone poor trying to reach up too high above his social status.
Someone free plays the judge. Used to criticize someone with too much free time interfering in other peope's business.
The bride gets a bridegroom and the rest of us get miserable. The bride and the bridegroom are happy at a wedding, but the guests go home unhappily.
What is written in the brow will inevitably be seen by the eye. One will inevitably meet one's destiny.
Trusting men is like trusting water in a sieve. No translation, I just like this one a lot!
The beautiful is beautiful (even right after) rising from sleep, and the ugly is ugly (even) if they wash their face every day. You cannot hide beauty or make the ugly beautiful.
One hand does not clap. Cooperation from all sides is necessary to accomplish anything.
Under a sheikh's hat is a monkey. Used to criticize someone who tries to appear good on the outside to cover up their faults, specifically if they try to appear pious.
Stretch your legs as far as your banket extends. Do not live beyond your means.
He who burns his own tongue from soup will blow in his yogurt (to cool it). Once burned, twice shy.
You want what you want and he wants what he wants, but God does what He wants. Man proposes, God disposes.
Someone with their ass exposed likes to criticize. Used in reference to hypocrites.
I say it is a bull, he says milk it. Used to reference one who will not see reason.
The eye does not go higher than the brow. No one can see above their status in life.
The miserable person will be miserable, even if you hang a lantern on his head. You cannot escape your luck.
Better a warm welcome than being invited to lunch. Welcoming people warmly is important.
The imam farted, so those praying behind him shitted. A leader's errors are compounded by his followers.
One who cooks poison tastes it. What goes around comes around.
Why should one who finds someone to cook for him burn his fingers? Do not do your own dirty work if you can find someone to do it for you.
Eat him for lunch before he eats you for dinner. Kill him before he kills you; get your blows in first.
The cat only likes its strangler. People only respond to harsh treatment.
The fan will donate his skullcap. An enthusiast will give away everything for what he loves.
Movement is a blessing. Exercise is good.
A wasp that brought about the destruction of its own nest through its buzzing. He asked for it, it was his own fault.
A loss soon is much better than a victory much later. It is much better to cut your losses and admit defeat quickly rather than stick it out and eventualy win a victory that cost you a lot.
A beggar but acting like a rich man. Used to describe someone who's in no position to be picky but is still acting like he can set the terms of whatever is going on.
A beggar and he wants a whole loaf. If you are relying on other people's generosity, you should just be grateful for whatever you can get instead of complaining you did not get more.
The bad students' excuse is erasing the blackboard. Used to describe people who are trying to divert attention from their own failings by talking about other things.
Some people's disasters provide benefits for other people. What is disastrous for some people prove to be advantageous for other people.
What is coming is better than what is gone. The future is better than the past.
"If" is like trying to hold on onto air. The equivalent of "I wishes were horses." Something impossible.
The wicked or naughty live longer. Can be used to hint that if you take risks they will pay off. Can also be used in a joking way; for example, if a person was in a minor car accident and was uninjured.
He got entangled in his own doings. He was hoisted by his own petard -- fell into his own trap.
The believer is afflicted. The righteous always suffer.
The new sieve is taut. A new broom sweeps clean.
Make an effort, and I will make an effort (to help) you. God helps those who help themselves.
It is always the idiots who have (lots of) money. Used to disparage the rich.
The water gives the lie to the diver. The proof is in the pudding.
It is all the same thing to those who know nothing. Used if someone views different things as if they are all the same.
The eye sees, but the arm is short (cannot reach). Said when someone wishes for something beyond his means.
A basket has two handles for two people to carry it. Many hands make light work.
Winds do not blow as the ships wish. You cannot always get what you want.
Unattended money teaches thievery. If you do not keep a close eye on your property, people will steal it from you.
The dog's tail will never straighten out. A leopard does not change its spots.
If your friend is honey, do not lick it all [seriously!]. Do not take advantage of your friends.
When the calf falls, the knives come out. When people sense that someone is vulnerable, they will attack.
The shroud has no pockets. You cannot take it with you.
Someone who tries to do two things at once is a liar, and someone who tries to do three things at once is a hypocrite. You cannot divide your effort between multiple things and do them well.
There is no dessert without fire (in the baking process). You cannot make an omlet without breaking a few eggs.
You get what you pay for. Expensive things are worth the price for their quality.
If you steal, steal a camel, and if you love, love (someone as beautiful as) the moon. If you are going to do something, go all out.
Its protector is its thief. Used in reference to someone like a police officer or a government official, who should be protecting people, actually committing crimes.
The bald woman boasts her niece's hair. Used to describe someone who brags about other people's accomplishments or abilities, in particular ailities that person lacks.
(He said) "My mother-in-law is the plague." Someone replied, "divorce her daughter." Used in reference for someone who is complaining about a problem he can solve himself.
Entering a bathroom is not like leaving it. It is easier to get yourself into a situation than it is to get out of it.
What is (still) hidden is more than what has happened/been revealed so far. This is just the tip of the iceberg.
The person seeking to do good is (as good as) someone who (who) does it. Good intentions count as much as good actions.
Monday, January 26, 2015
Where are you?
I was listening to someone at work answer the question, "how are you?" This particular person will tell you exactly how bad he is doing. He is someone who calls in sick for various reasons, and seems to enjoy the attention the women give him by asking how he is doing, then feeling "bad" for him. So now everyone feels bad, except him, until the next time.
I have sympathy and empathy for someone who is sick, but I find it hard to be around someone who feeds off it. He is not the only person I know who gets something from negative attention to their health, I have people in my family who are the same way, and it is difficult to be around them; they live in their illnesses and want others to join in their misery. That is not where I where I want to be; I want to be in a place of good health and kick any illness's ass and be healthy as soon as possible. Living in the illness keep you ill all the time. That is your reality. Being healthy and moving past illnesses builds up your physical strength and will. If you are sick, and need some support, that is different, and I will do what I can. If you are always sick, and talk about it regularly, I think there are other places I would rather be than to hear about all that. But one thing to think about, why are you always sick?
I have sympathy and empathy for someone who is sick, but I find it hard to be around someone who feeds off it. He is not the only person I know who gets something from negative attention to their health, I have people in my family who are the same way, and it is difficult to be around them; they live in their illnesses and want others to join in their misery. That is not where I where I want to be; I want to be in a place of good health and kick any illness's ass and be healthy as soon as possible. Living in the illness keep you ill all the time. That is your reality. Being healthy and moving past illnesses builds up your physical strength and will. If you are sick, and need some support, that is different, and I will do what I can. If you are always sick, and talk about it regularly, I think there are other places I would rather be than to hear about all that. But one thing to think about, why are you always sick?
Saturday, January 24, 2015
Fairy Day
Today was "Fairy Day." A day to celebrate my twin granddaughters' 7th birthday. Since I would rather spend time with the girls doing something special, instead of going to their birthday party with people I do not care to see, a "Fairy Day" came to mind. I would pick them up in the morning, we go to breakfast, then head to the Huntington for the day; dressed as fairies, all of us. When my daughter heard about it, she asked if she and her daughter could come. I also invited the twins mom, another daughter-in-law and her daughter. All were welcomed, and all came. So here we were; drressed as fairies walking around the Huntington. Little girls were pointing at our fairy wings, which came in pink, purple, and green, so the ladies would forfeit their wings to them, along with a couple of my granddaughters. It was the first time the twins spent all day there, and I was hoping they were enjoying themselves, and I got my answer when one said, "let's do this again next year!"
Thursday, January 22, 2015
Fate?
A co-worker asked me yesterday if I believe in fate. If you are talking about destiny, yes, I replied. My belief is; there is a destined path for everyone, no matter what path we choose to take, the original path will always be waiting. Most people do not folllow their path, they make choices and decisions that go against their destiny, but there path will always there when they are ready to follow it. It make a lifetime, or many lifetimes, but their destiny (fate) will still be there.
This was a good moment for him, as he believes my fate to be different than what I believe it to be. There is also a possibility that he is confusing fate with infatuation.
This was a good moment for him, as he believes my fate to be different than what I believe it to be. There is also a possibility that he is confusing fate with infatuation.
Monday, January 19, 2015
Breathing New Air
The air I had always been accustomed to breathing no longer sustains me. It is lacking in the oxygen I now need to to fulfill myself. I have found new air to breathe, one that fulfills my body and soul. It feeds my cells and stimulates my energy to a point of no return, within my brain. Nothing is the same, the world I see is no longer complete. The world I hear is silent to others. The world I smell is filled with scents of possibilities. The world I taste is beautifully displayed on my eager palate. The world I feel is boundless; beyond boundaries, limitless. This new air has brought me to point beyund illusion and into a world of infinite. I am here.
Tuesday, January 13, 2015
My Spring Has Sprung
Please don't tell the chilly wind that spring has sprung
The howls, the stings of chilling air seep into the bones
The warm air flowing off my shoulders would be a tease
Please do not tell the frozen plants that spring is here
The bitterly cold dew claming the life of the blossoms
While my buds are blooming, and green color are my leaves
Please do not tell the birds that springtime is now
Their songs are few as the nestle in their nests
The songs of robins and warblers, my ears do receive
Please do not tell the sun that spring has arrived
The shy sun that takes its time coming up, and going back down
The light within my soul outshines the earth with warmth and ease
Please do not tell time that spring has made an early appearance
The fickle and unforgiving time set by a punctual routine
Could never predict my new rebirth, without reprise
The howls, the stings of chilling air seep into the bones
The warm air flowing off my shoulders would be a tease
Please do not tell the frozen plants that spring is here
The bitterly cold dew claming the life of the blossoms
While my buds are blooming, and green color are my leaves
Please do not tell the birds that springtime is now
Their songs are few as the nestle in their nests
The songs of robins and warblers, my ears do receive
Please do not tell the sun that spring has arrived
The shy sun that takes its time coming up, and going back down
The light within my soul outshines the earth with warmth and ease
Please do not tell time that spring has made an early appearance
The fickle and unforgiving time set by a punctual routine
Could never predict my new rebirth, without reprise
Without my rings
It is amazing to me how the universe works. The rings I wear all have significnce; some were reminders that I am not alone, my guides are there for me; some were given as a token of recognizing the healer in me; and the other just called to me, to support me. But there are lessons in life that one needs to go through alone, and it became very clear that even my rings could not provide any support for me. On my right hand, all my rings were falling off; while on my left hand, my rings were actually burning my fingers. It was frustrating until I realized the timing came about when issues that had puzzled me, for so long, came out into the open. I havd many answers to questions, but that does not mean they are easy to deal with; quite the opposite, and I had to go through these alone, without support from anywhere. That means dealing with the information, not burying it like it has been my M O in the past; feeling the pain, the sorrow, the recovery, and the strength I have to overcome it all, alone, without my rings.
Wednesday, January 7, 2015
In 2010, a friend asked me; "If you could be remembered by one thing, what would it be?" I responded: "I want to leave a people better than they were; happier, and to see that they are stronger than they think."
I work with volunteers, and there is one who shares a love of the outdoors, hiking, animals, rocks, and plants, like I do. He has given me special rocks and shell fossills on trips he has taken, and I have given him a rock from a road trip. We share stories, and compared different stones. Last week, he has given me the greatest gift of all; he has shown me how people really see me on the inside. He said: I was up north at a beach (I do not remember which one), and there were all these shells in the sand. You would have loved them! They had beautiful markings displayed on them and I thought of you. You would have loved them!
He saw what I see as beautiful, he appreciiated the beauty of the natural display, and he knew it was something I see. He made me realize that is how people are seeing me; with my own eyes they see the beauty I am reflecting back to them. They see it, they feel it, and it makes them happier for it. It was the best compliment I could receive.
I work with volunteers, and there is one who shares a love of the outdoors, hiking, animals, rocks, and plants, like I do. He has given me special rocks and shell fossills on trips he has taken, and I have given him a rock from a road trip. We share stories, and compared different stones. Last week, he has given me the greatest gift of all; he has shown me how people really see me on the inside. He said: I was up north at a beach (I do not remember which one), and there were all these shells in the sand. You would have loved them! They had beautiful markings displayed on them and I thought of you. You would have loved them!
He saw what I see as beautiful, he appreciiated the beauty of the natural display, and he knew it was something I see. He made me realize that is how people are seeing me; with my own eyes they see the beauty I am reflecting back to them. They see it, they feel it, and it makes them happier for it. It was the best compliment I could receive.
Monday, January 5, 2015
Inertia? Just stop!
I have been feeling crappy lately. Deep down resentments and insecurities had been lurking and rising to the surface of my consciousness, and instead of burying the emotions, I am feeling and releasing them. Like all the other emotions that came to surface, these feel less valid when I take responsibility for them, and then apply Love and Forgiveness. The Forgiveness is for me; I must Forgive myself for the feelings I allowed into my psyche, and projected them out on people who are being who they are. It is easy to blame others for things we do not like about ourselves, and we wonder why they just do not change. If change is what I want, then I am the one who must change, nobody else. This is the harmonious flow of reciprocity; I create my own change, and I receive my own happiness. No inertia of trying to change someone who is just being themselves. Really, would I want someone changing me? No, not going to happen. We are all beautiful in all our different ways, and it is these ways that become gifts to the world.
Reciprocity
Reciprocity, my definition; an equal balance and flow of giving and receiving to create harmony.
Harmony is what I need now, as I re-evalute my present. Re-adjust, shift, stop and start something new, or just leave things the way they are. But as cycles shift, so goes my priorities and goals. What is best for me, may not be what was working before, and that is ok, that is growth.
Harmony is what I need now, as I re-evalute my present. Re-adjust, shift, stop and start something new, or just leave things the way they are. But as cycles shift, so goes my priorities and goals. What is best for me, may not be what was working before, and that is ok, that is growth.
Tuesday, December 16, 2014
Inner Peace
As I prayed for many years for Inner Peace, I held the pain inside me. I was fighting what I wanted the most; to release my pain. It was too painful to feel, to think about, and in some cases, to remember. My body was taking the toll; I was damaging myself on the inside and feeling horrible, but kept on going as I was. Doctors were not helping, they just gave me pills. I do not like pills, I do not like to be drugged, I wanted to be healed, and that is what I started praying for; to be Healed. There was no way for me to know the compete effect of what I was asking for, and unless you really have nothing to lose, like I did, walking to the gates of hell and back, which is what I did, is what to expect. You will find pain that your brain has hidden from you; to protect you until you are ready to face it, you will revisit issues you thought were resolved, and none of it will be easy. Your family and friends will not understand what you are going through, but you must do it. You just have to. And when you do, your body, mind, and spirit will finally be at Peace. Your prayers will be answered and you will see things so differenty; what you thought was important before, will no longer matter, and your priorities will now change for the better. You be lighter in every way, and your seeing clearer. And all that is needed is to let go of what no longer belongs to you, what is no longer a reality. Is it worth reliving the pain? Of course! The pain is already with you all the time. By healing it, you are letting it go, so it no longer consumes you. It is GONE! Not bogging you down every day, gone. I can honestl say; Yes, the healing is so worth it!
Monday, December 15, 2014
Channeled 12.15.14
The times are changing for the better. The shift has occured and now we ridding ourselves of ridgid, fundamentalist ways of thinking and living. There will be more fluidity and spontaneity from like-minded individuals.There will be more freedom of being human, less restrictions and fear. There will more shared Love. These are the ways of the new world being. It is time for a great healing, by all. Do not fret the past, move into a state of joy and let the past dissolve; do not let it occupy your being any longer. Go in Peace.
Sunday, December 7, 2014
Numbers
I noticed a woman's book about numbers; she is studying numbers and their history. It was a fascinating subject for me, as numbers are more important to me, and the universe, than quanitity and balancing a cheecking account. Since I am the least scientific person there is, signs (from weather, animals, insects, plants and dreams) are more clear to me than trying to figure out algebra. A scientific approach is to use numbers to answer questions or prove theories, and if a positive conclusion cannot be found, the answer or theories must be false. (Which makes me wonder; how it is that a person, a human, could possibly think they could duplicate "God" creations.) But an intuitive approach is to let the numbers speak to you, and listen, with an open mind, what they are revealing. There is no need to understand where the information is coming from, or why it is coming. That does not matter. What matters are the messages that come; each number has specific meanings, and when applied to specific situations or places, etc, the information that comes is infinite; the answes are there for the taking.
Tuesday, December 2, 2014
I made it!
I heard the saying, "Fake it, til you mke it," for the first time in 2007. The phrase came up in a discussion group and just hearing it durprised me. When the people there told me it actually worked, it surprised me even more. If you are not able to "feel" happy, content, or whatever the goal is, fake it, until you feel it. Faking it seems to convince the mind it is the normal way of being, and then it becomes the normal way to be. So many changes occured in my life, I was afraid to see what was going to happen next. My injuries were so debilitating; there was no way for me to know what I would be capable of. So much healing, and major unknowns, to go through. My guidance has always been around me, so I faked my confidence, and happiness. I could not even say "I am just grateful to be alive!" because I did not know why I was alive. I just trusted blindly that everything I am going through would be worth the pain. Now I made it; I get it, all of it. The answers I have been looking for on how to move forward, how will I make a living, and why did I survive have been answered, Not only are the answers here, but I can feel the righteousness in them. They have given me peace of mind, instead of waiting for something else to blind-side me. It took seven years, but I finally made it!
Sunday, November 30, 2014
A dream
I was on a beach, as a grown man, and a small boy. The day was sunny and clear, the water; turquoise and clear. The man and boy were talking about what they were doing on the beach, which looked like playing, but the mood was more serious. A bluish/blackish snake swam ashore from the sea. The man picked up the snake, called it a corn snake, and noticed how ragged it looked. The snake immediately buried itself into the sand and hid, while the man's attention was again focused on the boy, while the boy's focus was the snake. The boy seemed concerned about how tired and worn out the snake was, but the man reassured him it would be ok. The dream then turned to a cruise ship with celebrities aboard, being interviewed, then back to the beach. I was another child on the beach; this time a little girl. The man and boy were there also, and the girl had a contentment about her that the boy did not understand. The snake emerged from the sand, recooperated and recovered, ready and determined to go back into the sea to finish her destination. The boy child called to the girl child to come and see the snake, but the girl just sat in the sand and watched from a distance, while the man and boy both went to see the snake off.
Saturday, November 29, 2014
A meditation
I was outside, wearing a suit of armor with red under clothing. On one side of me was a dark forest, and the other side was a swamp. I was leaving the dark forest and dropped into the swamp. The water felt cool and refreshing as the armor fell off me. I felt lighter and my skin felt electrified. I emerged from the water as a lioness with a diamond crown and necklace, sitting now, on top of a cliff overlooking a valley. When my conscious mind questioned the image, the cliff turned into a building falling down, and I fell. I leaped up to a stronger building and I realized how my thoughts are controlling my stability. I keep the image of myself as I emerged from the water as the lioness, strong and regal, in my mind, and I am the lioness.
Thursday, November 20, 2014
My Inner Conflict
My diet has always been an issue for me. I loved carbs, they were my comfort food. I could eat a lot of food, and not feel full. My food was not my fuel, it was my "power," and I did not feel "powerful, so I was an endless vessel. Some foods made me bloated, some made me feel like I had rocks in my stomach, some made me flatulant, some I was allergic to, but did not recognize the symptoms. I also struggled with the thought of eating an animal that was once alive, so I convinced myself that all my meat was made at the stores. That was my way of coping; I tried to be a vegetarian, but my body craved the meat. Food was my escape into comfort, and I wanted to be very comfortable.
At this point in my life, I look at food as fuel, and it matters to me what I put in my body, and in July I started a raw food diet. I really liked the food I started eating, and learning more about these healthy jewels, but my body was showing tiredness, stomach aches, and moodiness. I started experiencing cravings for double cheeseburgers and meatball sandwiches, the more the meat, the better. When I finally succumbed to the cravings, I felt guilty for breaking away from the raw foods, but I had a lot more energy, my core felt better, and my thinking was clearer. I tried supplements to eliminate the cravings, but it did not work. I worked salmon back into my diet, and then a little bit of buffalo burgers a couple days a week, and thought that would be a good balance for protein with the raw foods, ha ha.
I asked my guides, why I needed so much meat, as it is hard for my mind to accept me eating it. My reply came; my body emits so much energy, the only way for me not to be depleted is to eat the protein that can only come from animals. I had my answer, but I was sad and still fighting it, until my dream last night:
I came home and it was late. I was not familiar with the house, and there were people there; adults and children. I asked what was for dinner, and the kids said they were waiting for me to fix them something. We went to the store, in the produce section, and I could not figure out what to buy, I could not make a decision, and I felt like it was getting really late. I remember thinking about how good my chicken tacos were when I cooked them for my kids, and I really wanted them, but it was so late to even start making them, I just kept walking around, undecided. Someone from the store asked if we neede help, and the kids answered, "she is starving us."
That hit me hard, I never starved my kids, but I realized I was starving myself of the protein I needed. If that did not wake me up, I do not think anything will. I am now adding, and blessing, more meat to my raw foods, and feeling better all around.
At this point in my life, I look at food as fuel, and it matters to me what I put in my body, and in July I started a raw food diet. I really liked the food I started eating, and learning more about these healthy jewels, but my body was showing tiredness, stomach aches, and moodiness. I started experiencing cravings for double cheeseburgers and meatball sandwiches, the more the meat, the better. When I finally succumbed to the cravings, I felt guilty for breaking away from the raw foods, but I had a lot more energy, my core felt better, and my thinking was clearer. I tried supplements to eliminate the cravings, but it did not work. I worked salmon back into my diet, and then a little bit of buffalo burgers a couple days a week, and thought that would be a good balance for protein with the raw foods, ha ha.
I asked my guides, why I needed so much meat, as it is hard for my mind to accept me eating it. My reply came; my body emits so much energy, the only way for me not to be depleted is to eat the protein that can only come from animals. I had my answer, but I was sad and still fighting it, until my dream last night:
I came home and it was late. I was not familiar with the house, and there were people there; adults and children. I asked what was for dinner, and the kids said they were waiting for me to fix them something. We went to the store, in the produce section, and I could not figure out what to buy, I could not make a decision, and I felt like it was getting really late. I remember thinking about how good my chicken tacos were when I cooked them for my kids, and I really wanted them, but it was so late to even start making them, I just kept walking around, undecided. Someone from the store asked if we neede help, and the kids answered, "she is starving us."
That hit me hard, I never starved my kids, but I realized I was starving myself of the protein I needed. If that did not wake me up, I do not think anything will. I am now adding, and blessing, more meat to my raw foods, and feeling better all around.
Wednesday, November 19, 2014
Get real
I found a cable channel that is the most real channel I have ever seen. It is called Pivot, and is geared for Millenials I started watching it this week, as I was sick in bed, and the shows that are on there are of real people, with real problems, that most of us just wants to ignore. I am a fan of this station and will do what I can to promote it. I am not one for following the crowd, instead I follow what I feel inside of me. It is not always the easy path to take, but it is the most rewarding. I watched the Lego Movie, and the message I received was too many peaple are distracted with "shiny objects" like; television, music, shopping, or partying that they are missing what is really going on around them. In my opinion, it is a controlled distraction, and we need to wake up!
Tuesday, November 18, 2014
Millenials or Warriors?
I am watching a show called "Our Time," it is about the Millenials and how they are perceived, and how they percive themselves. I love this show; the diversity, the voices, the struggles, and the courage that are revealed. Powerful! Four guys travel across the country interviewing people of all walks of life, and asking what they would call this generation of young people. I identify them as the people who are breaking through, Neo-Renaissance! These people are the ones who are breaking out of the structured and finding miraculous ways of possibiities. But they are risking everything; their self-respect, their future, and their lives to help the world progress in a better way. These people are the Warriors!
Monday, November 17, 2014
A while ago, a co-worker asked me: "what do you think of love?"
I responded: "love is unconditional; it is the same for anybody, no matter who they are."
him: "no, not like that. Love between a man and a woman."
me: grimacing.
him: "pretend I am your boyfriend, and you are my girlfriend."
me: "okaaaayy..."
him: "your job is to make me happy, and my job is to make you happy."
me: "first off, you are assigning jobs to something that does not need jobs. Second, it is nobody's job to make me happy, but my own. And lastly, if you are not happy, there is nothing I can do to make you happy."
him: "no, no, I think I am no saying it right. You know when you have a pet; you give it water, take care of it, and give it food, right?"
me: "I am not dependent upon you, I am not your 'pet!'"
him: "no, when you love someone, you give yourself to them."
me: "I am not giving myself to anybody. I did that before, and put his needs before my own needs, and I suffered for that. I will not do that again. The man I am going to be with will know this, and not expect me to."
him: "how?"
me: "he will know and respect my path that I am traveling on, as he has his own. If our two paths come together and will work together, and if we have a connection, we can have a relationship out of love and respect, not jobs."
him: "so, you want someone who has the same interests like you? I know a couple who have different beliefs, and they are married."
me: "yes, I heard of that before, and if it works for them, great. But, for me, I want someone who has the same interests."
him: "what about, if he moved to New York, would you go with him?"
me: "it depends; what is in it for me?" What is going on in my life at the time, what would I do in NY? Would I be moving because he wanted me to? No. I would move if it was a good thing for me."
Then he changed the subject, and it was clear he did not understand my beliefs, and in return, I understood his way too much. I have been there, done that. It is what I was taught growing up. His background and dedication to his church has taught him these ideas. Which is why I am not a fan of organized religion. I do not want a man who lets his church dictate how he feels, what he should do, and what to belief. I do want a man who believes in God, but can think, feel, and know for himself. Until the time comes, I am doing my thing, and when it does come, I will keep on doing my thing.
I responded: "love is unconditional; it is the same for anybody, no matter who they are."
him: "no, not like that. Love between a man and a woman."
me: grimacing.
him: "pretend I am your boyfriend, and you are my girlfriend."
me: "okaaaayy..."
him: "your job is to make me happy, and my job is to make you happy."
me: "first off, you are assigning jobs to something that does not need jobs. Second, it is nobody's job to make me happy, but my own. And lastly, if you are not happy, there is nothing I can do to make you happy."
him: "no, no, I think I am no saying it right. You know when you have a pet; you give it water, take care of it, and give it food, right?"
me: "I am not dependent upon you, I am not your 'pet!'"
him: "no, when you love someone, you give yourself to them."
me: "I am not giving myself to anybody. I did that before, and put his needs before my own needs, and I suffered for that. I will not do that again. The man I am going to be with will know this, and not expect me to."
him: "how?"
me: "he will know and respect my path that I am traveling on, as he has his own. If our two paths come together and will work together, and if we have a connection, we can have a relationship out of love and respect, not jobs."
him: "so, you want someone who has the same interests like you? I know a couple who have different beliefs, and they are married."
me: "yes, I heard of that before, and if it works for them, great. But, for me, I want someone who has the same interests."
him: "what about, if he moved to New York, would you go with him?"
me: "it depends; what is in it for me?" What is going on in my life at the time, what would I do in NY? Would I be moving because he wanted me to? No. I would move if it was a good thing for me."
Then he changed the subject, and it was clear he did not understand my beliefs, and in return, I understood his way too much. I have been there, done that. It is what I was taught growing up. His background and dedication to his church has taught him these ideas. Which is why I am not a fan of organized religion. I do not want a man who lets his church dictate how he feels, what he should do, and what to belief. I do want a man who believes in God, but can think, feel, and know for himself. Until the time comes, I am doing my thing, and when it does come, I will keep on doing my thing.
Saturday, November 15, 2014
Metamorphism
I remember being told; as I healed, the people around me will drop away and more people of like-minds will fill the gaps. I did understand that with my husband, who is now my ex-husband, but I did not understand the whole impact it would have on my life. I did know my husband's path was not mine; that was clear to me, even though it still was very painful to separate. I think there will always be an inner conflict when I am torn at what feels comfortable and familiar with people I love, and yet, I know deep inside that there is more for me out there, and I do not know where, what, or with whom,. Not to mention the confusion of the people who were very involved in my life. It is not only an adjustment for me, but for them. The people in my life could see a distinct difference in me, one they do not know, and this is very foreign to them. There will be a resistance for change on both sides; change is scary for the person going through it, and the people who do not understand these changes, it is not always acceptable, and it is through resistance that keeps them from supporting my changes. There are choices though, ignoring the changes and staying in the previous pattern, with the previous thoughts, actions, and company is an option, however, not a good one. Not adapting to the changes causes stagnation within the spirit, and as time moves along, causes a death of the spirit. Easiest is not the best in this case. To move along with flow of energy that is prominent in a spirit, and leaving everything familiar you know, and immersing yourself into the unknown, is probably the hardest thing a person could do, but necessary! In order to stay true to my spirit, my soul’s purpose in life, there must be a rebirth of the self to progress, and ascend. Once there is complete compliance, inner peace will follow. The people who occupied so much of my previous self will either; understand and cheer me on, but not very likely, or they will retreat and isolate me, what actually happened. Their actions are normal, people do not know how to act or react to what they are not familiar with, and it is their lessons to learn, and the best I can do is to wish them the best in their understanding, and send them prayers. The best I can do for myself is to follow my spirit and do my best along the way.
Wednesday, November 12, 2014
Friends, Healers, or Looking for a Profit?
I am confused about the intentions of most of the other healers I have met. My desire is to be around people of like-minds, although I know nobody is just like myself, there are some people who call themselves "healers" who do not live up to that integrity, in my opinion. For example, I would love to sit around and have tea, or coffee, with people who are "healers", and I have been invited to get-togethers, but for a fee, donations, love gift, whatever. If I am going to pay a fee for something, I expect the person who is receiving the fee to produce something. Not have it be an open discussion for everybody who paid this fee. There used to be a time when people just got together and bounced thoughts and ideas off each other and actually had a great time, without one person paying the other for it. What happened to all that? When did it turn out to be that one person profits from their friends or takes advantage of their friends? If a service is required from a friend, a payment should be expected unless it is offered, from the friend, as a friend, otherwise there is not an even exchange of energy and one person is taken for granted. When a group of people get together and share experiences, there should not be a fee when all are sharing. Why is everyone trying to profit from their friends, or other fellow healers? This is my beef with experiences I have encountered, and I cannot consciously participate in.
Ego versus Confidence
Ego versus confidence? I thought they were the same thing for most of my life. I was taught to build up my ego so I would be strong. Having a high ego would bring success, I would be able to compete with "power players" in the working world and not get eaten for breakfast. Ego would mean I could hold my own with the "type A" personalities that ran the world. I tried t i build my ego as high as I could, in order to work and be successful in world that I really did not fit into. But I tried my best; I puffed up empty hot air and used my loudest and obnoxious voices to make people listen to me and get my point (which was the right one, damn it!) across. I did what I set out to do; I blew up my ego so much, I even had myself believing it. Then it happened; I had a huge fall from my pedestal. It gave me the opportunity to really look at my own behavior. I realized all the hot air I was blowing up my own ass was just that: empty hot air. I had taken my insecurities and fears and made myself look more important than anybody else. I belittled, badgered, and screamed so well it was hard for me to lose an argument. My big ego turned me into a bully and a bitch that had no one really close to her. What I forgot about was kindness, compassion, peace, understanding, sympathy, and the I was the farthest away from; LOVE. I was lacking all of these qualities in my life, I did not believe I was worthy of any of them, I just demanded fear. The more fear I had, the more powerful my ego became. Realizing these traits I had within myself was eye opening and embarrassing; my process of projecting my pain and fears on to other people. I wondered how many people I hurt and caused pain too...how many lives did I affect so negatively? This was a very sobering moment for me. I knew what I had to do, I needed to go deep inside my own pain and fears and confront them. I have found many deep seeded issues, some I never knew I was hiding and still feeling the effects of. It has been a very awakening healing experience, and will probably be a life-time process, and the gifts I have received from it have come to me ten-fold what the pain has been. I have found a new love for myself that I can see in everyone, and an inner peace that has shown me I am worthy of this love. In return, I have acquired the confidence I had been lacking in my life, and have been able to release my puffed up ego. The feeling has been livening and enlightening. I know the difference between the two, and do not want the ego back.
Vision Board 10/20/14
One way of knowing who I really am was to build a Vision Board. It has been five years since I built my first Vision Board, and as I look at it, I can see how I was able to conquer the goals I set out to conquer. One thing that really stood out is, my brain was not able to visualize my future, and my board had mostly quotes, not a lot of pictures. It took a few months, but it was worth it; I was able to collect a wide arrangement of magazines from friends that ranged from 20 year old Rolling Stones to Newsweek, Oprah, and weekly flyers in the mail. I went through the magazines a few times and saved pictures, quotes, and some of the magazines themselves for final touches when I put it all together. It turned out to be a pretty good pile of cuttings, and it was a challenge to sort out what was going where in every area of my life I was focusing on.
It took all day to sort, organize, and go through the rest of the magazines to figure out what it was going to be when it was finished. When I was finished, I saw my life goals in front of me, waiting to act upon, and I was finally ready to move forward and into the life I visualize. It was very profound, and undeniably my true self. My subconscious was staring back at me; I was amazed at how I was able to see my inner wants and desires on a piece of cardboard. I was able to look at myself from the inside. I had no idea how effected I would feel, but one thing for sure is, I really like what I saw.
It took all day to sort, organize, and go through the rest of the magazines to figure out what it was going to be when it was finished. When I was finished, I saw my life goals in front of me, waiting to act upon, and I was finally ready to move forward and into the life I visualize. It was very profound, and undeniably my true self. My subconscious was staring back at me; I was amazed at how I was able to see my inner wants and desires on a piece of cardboard. I was able to look at myself from the inside. I had no idea how effected I would feel, but one thing for sure is, I really like what I saw.
My September Vacation
My vacation started when I left my work at 9:30 Wednesday morning, after making a special trip there to buy a fire extinguisher for my road trip, then I am off. Driving over the Grapevine, up the five, and turning on the automatic power button, for an extra boost. After a couple of minutes, there is blue smoke coming from my exhaust. My immediate thought was I blew a seal, or rings, so I turn off the automatic power and work my way towards the slow lane, and the blue smoke goes away; no lights on my dash warning me of anything, no engine overheating, and no loss of power, figuring it was from the automatic power that had never been used before, I keep going. At Coalinga, I stop for gas and a bathroom, and when out of my car I smell oil, but bathroom first. After the bathroom, there is smoke coming from under my hood, so I pop it open and see oil all over my engine. I asked the gas station attendant to look at my car, and he brought over someone who knows cars. This man could not find a leak, but clearly my car was leaking oil, there was a puddle underneath. He told me of the only mechanic in town, and I go to his "open 7 days a week" shop, which is closed. I call him on the emergency number and he tells me he is in Fresno, and he will be back in 2 hours. In the meantime, there is a man who asks if I am broke down, he saw me at the gas station and wanted to know if I was broke down. He did not say he could help, or was qualified to help, red flags for me, so I tell him the mechanic knows I am here and he is on his way. He leaves, and I go back to the gas station, and call the mechanic and ask him to call me when he is back. The mechanic looks at my car, and says I blew my rear engine seal. He told me he would not go to Washington in it, especially since I was alone, and I had already been bothered by one man. He said the more it is driven, the more oil it will need, and to be careful going back home, checking my oil as I go. I cancel all my plans for Washington, and call my mechanic in Pasadena, and tell him, to expect me there in the morning, then, I call a friend in Pasadena to stay there for the night. It turns out this friend needed a healing, so that worked out. My mechanic could not find a leak, and told me the engine seal was fine, my fluids were fine, and he wanted me to drive my car around for the day, and bring it back again in the morning. My friend and I drive around, I do another healing, and stay another night, and take my car to the mechanic in the morning. They check it out and still could not find a leak, but he said there was so much oil, it was hard to see, and he asked if they could steam clean the engine, and I said, yes. He knew I was waiting to leave on a road trip by myself, and he really wanted to make sure it was safe for me to drive. My engine was cleaned, and he ran my car for about 40 minutes, and still no leak. He said he ran the engine with my automatic power button on and there was no leak, no smoke; front or back, no loss of fluids, and no warning gauges on my dash. He said I was good to go, so I did.
My plan was for me to drive to Point Conception, but it is a private beach, and the closest anyone can get is 5 miles north at Jalama Beach, and walk down during low tide. Since it was not quite low tide yet, and they did not have any more camping space, I pay for the day pass and start walking north up the beach with me feet and legs in the water. There so many rocks, I was able to collect the rocks for my co-workers and friends. Then, I turned around and started walking south toward Point Conception, opening myself up to whatever energy I could get from the area. When it hit me, it took my breath away, and I felt this beautiful, powerful, loving energy around me. I kept walking south and I found a piece of abalone shell; smooth and with lots of meaningful images. I walked a little further, and realized I walked for an hour and a half, and I needed to get back. I drove to a hotel in Lompoc, swam in the pool, and stayed overnight. Then I headed for Big Sur.
I stopped at Pismo Beach, which stank, and collected a couple more rocks, and continued up, on a beautiful and peaceful drive. Driving through Carmel was slow due to traffic, my plan was not to be there on a Saturday, but nothing was going as planned. I enjoyed the weather, the drive, and the awesome views. It was beautiful. It reminded me of when I first went to Big Bear, and everything was new and rustic, only Big Sur has the ocean too. I stopped at the Maiden Publik House and had lunch, and talked with a couple of campers who were looking for a chauffeur to drive them around, since they only had their motor home. Not this girl, I did not want to drive around two drunk people I did not know, and since everything was packed, I collected a few rocks, and started on my way.
There were people parked all along the road, so it was difficult to even find a place to stop. Just before the town of Lucia, I noticed a crowd of people parked along the road, and a lady with binoculars caught my attention; she must see something. Finding a spot and pulling over, I see a pod of whales in the water. There must have been at least 8 whales, and they were diving and surfacing for a l o n g time. When there was no traffic on the road behind us, we could hear their singing, whale songs! It was beautiful. I watched and listened for a long time, until my guides told me to move on.
When I made it to San Simeon, I spotted at least one condor flying with two other big birds. I know one was a condor because of the white on its wings, but I could not tell if the other two were. Amazing! I was hoping to see one in Big Sur, but I saw it on the way south! Very cool!
I saw seals laying on the beach, sleeping, and enjoyed the views, and cool weather. I started thinking; I was not able to stay overnight, or hike, or just really enjoy the area, and get a feel of it, and I was disappointed. Then I started going over what I experienced; Jalama Beach, driving up to Big Sur and having lunch, the whales, the condor, the seals, and I realized the magic I experienced. There was no reason to be disappointed, but there was every reason to be grateful.
I started feeling more grounded than ever, more settled, and wiser. I guess the best way to say it is more complete. I feel like, I do not need to look anywhere else for answers, they will come, and it will work out just fine, and I am ready. I realized my healing is complete, and it was necessary for me to visit these two power places within a 24 hour period in order for me to balance my male and female energies; Point Conception being female and Big Sur being male. When I was filling my tank in Morrow Bay, I felt like I accomplished what I needed, and drove home. I made it back at 9:45 that night.
Amazing!
My plan was for me to drive to Point Conception, but it is a private beach, and the closest anyone can get is 5 miles north at Jalama Beach, and walk down during low tide. Since it was not quite low tide yet, and they did not have any more camping space, I pay for the day pass and start walking north up the beach with me feet and legs in the water. There so many rocks, I was able to collect the rocks for my co-workers and friends. Then, I turned around and started walking south toward Point Conception, opening myself up to whatever energy I could get from the area. When it hit me, it took my breath away, and I felt this beautiful, powerful, loving energy around me. I kept walking south and I found a piece of abalone shell; smooth and with lots of meaningful images. I walked a little further, and realized I walked for an hour and a half, and I needed to get back. I drove to a hotel in Lompoc, swam in the pool, and stayed overnight. Then I headed for Big Sur.
I stopped at Pismo Beach, which stank, and collected a couple more rocks, and continued up, on a beautiful and peaceful drive. Driving through Carmel was slow due to traffic, my plan was not to be there on a Saturday, but nothing was going as planned. I enjoyed the weather, the drive, and the awesome views. It was beautiful. It reminded me of when I first went to Big Bear, and everything was new and rustic, only Big Sur has the ocean too. I stopped at the Maiden Publik House and had lunch, and talked with a couple of campers who were looking for a chauffeur to drive them around, since they only had their motor home. Not this girl, I did not want to drive around two drunk people I did not know, and since everything was packed, I collected a few rocks, and started on my way.
There were people parked all along the road, so it was difficult to even find a place to stop. Just before the town of Lucia, I noticed a crowd of people parked along the road, and a lady with binoculars caught my attention; she must see something. Finding a spot and pulling over, I see a pod of whales in the water. There must have been at least 8 whales, and they were diving and surfacing for a l o n g time. When there was no traffic on the road behind us, we could hear their singing, whale songs! It was beautiful. I watched and listened for a long time, until my guides told me to move on.
When I made it to San Simeon, I spotted at least one condor flying with two other big birds. I know one was a condor because of the white on its wings, but I could not tell if the other two were. Amazing! I was hoping to see one in Big Sur, but I saw it on the way south! Very cool!
I saw seals laying on the beach, sleeping, and enjoyed the views, and cool weather. I started thinking; I was not able to stay overnight, or hike, or just really enjoy the area, and get a feel of it, and I was disappointed. Then I started going over what I experienced; Jalama Beach, driving up to Big Sur and having lunch, the whales, the condor, the seals, and I realized the magic I experienced. There was no reason to be disappointed, but there was every reason to be grateful.
I started feeling more grounded than ever, more settled, and wiser. I guess the best way to say it is more complete. I feel like, I do not need to look anywhere else for answers, they will come, and it will work out just fine, and I am ready. I realized my healing is complete, and it was necessary for me to visit these two power places within a 24 hour period in order for me to balance my male and female energies; Point Conception being female and Big Sur being male. When I was filling my tank in Morrow Bay, I felt like I accomplished what I needed, and drove home. I made it back at 9:45 that night.
Amazing!
Sunday, August 17, 2014
Clarity 8/17/14
I have spent the past few years ending a battle within myself of what I want to be doing, what I should be doing, and what I am able to do. My patient Guides have lovingly allowed me to go through the process of finding myself as I made my way through this magnificent transformation. I am accepting that the battle is no longer a battle if I continue to relax, trust, and have faith that the way my life is unfolding is the right way for me. It is during these times that I have my moments of clarity, and this morning was very pivotal:
This morning was a "moment of clarity" morning as I started conversing with my Guides about the boundaries we all unintentionally set around the things we really want in life. The images I saw and heard were of women who make lists of the qualities they want in a man. They list everything they could think of that they want, then they make a list of the things they do not want in the same man. They "manifest" a man in their lives. However, on more than one occassion, I have heard, "but I did not put that he be closer to my age, and he is so much younger than I am." Or, "I should have put down that I did not want someone who smoked."
It is the unknown qualities in human beings that made me hesitate to take this process seriously for me. And now I realize why; it is ego that gives us the courage to say we know what is better for ourselves than the Universe. We know we would not like the man who is 3 inches shorter than us, even though the Universe has been trying to tell us that this man, who is 3 inches shorter, is your Soul Mate. We know better, our ego told us so, and we could never be happy with a Soul Mate who not at least 6'3". By writing what we want to manifest, we define our boundaries of what we allow to come us from the Universe, and we can not understand why we are alone. As I realize the abundance and beauty the Universe has to offer, I also realize how careful I must be when I ask for help, or prayers. I have learned to ask for "the best man for me," and in the process have been exceptionally aware of all the worst men for me, and have been able to keep them at bay, and have learned how to protect myself from them. I believe I am in the process of knowing this "best man" and am glad of the route I have taken.
A conversation I had this morning with a friend/co-worker was about more boundaries and filters. He mentioned how his reactions to people's comments are misinterpreted. He says he makes a judgement by thinking it out loud and then people take what he is saying as an insult. I told him he has no filter, and I have done this also. His judgement is for him to understand the boundaries that he must set within the relationship with this person. It is information for him to use as a foundation, and he will have this opportunity to do this with every relationship he has. He made a comment that he does not want to be filtered, otherwise he would be putting on a "facade," and I totally understand where he is coming from, as I felt the same way, if I can not be who I am than I am not being true to myself. But I learned that being true to myself is knowing who is safe in my life and who is not. Some people are safe for some things, and some are safe for others. A very important lesson I have learned is just because someone is family, does not make them safe! These people are teachers in our lives, teaching us how to set filters and boundaries as we define our own self-worth and learn what and who we will allow in our lives that will help us left our vibration levels so we can help others raise theirs.
Everything in life is a lesson, but this is another subject for another time.
munay,
Chele
This morning was a "moment of clarity" morning as I started conversing with my Guides about the boundaries we all unintentionally set around the things we really want in life. The images I saw and heard were of women who make lists of the qualities they want in a man. They list everything they could think of that they want, then they make a list of the things they do not want in the same man. They "manifest" a man in their lives. However, on more than one occassion, I have heard, "but I did not put that he be closer to my age, and he is so much younger than I am." Or, "I should have put down that I did not want someone who smoked."
It is the unknown qualities in human beings that made me hesitate to take this process seriously for me. And now I realize why; it is ego that gives us the courage to say we know what is better for ourselves than the Universe. We know we would not like the man who is 3 inches shorter than us, even though the Universe has been trying to tell us that this man, who is 3 inches shorter, is your Soul Mate. We know better, our ego told us so, and we could never be happy with a Soul Mate who not at least 6'3". By writing what we want to manifest, we define our boundaries of what we allow to come us from the Universe, and we can not understand why we are alone. As I realize the abundance and beauty the Universe has to offer, I also realize how careful I must be when I ask for help, or prayers. I have learned to ask for "the best man for me," and in the process have been exceptionally aware of all the worst men for me, and have been able to keep them at bay, and have learned how to protect myself from them. I believe I am in the process of knowing this "best man" and am glad of the route I have taken.
A conversation I had this morning with a friend/co-worker was about more boundaries and filters. He mentioned how his reactions to people's comments are misinterpreted. He says he makes a judgement by thinking it out loud and then people take what he is saying as an insult. I told him he has no filter, and I have done this also. His judgement is for him to understand the boundaries that he must set within the relationship with this person. It is information for him to use as a foundation, and he will have this opportunity to do this with every relationship he has. He made a comment that he does not want to be filtered, otherwise he would be putting on a "facade," and I totally understand where he is coming from, as I felt the same way, if I can not be who I am than I am not being true to myself. But I learned that being true to myself is knowing who is safe in my life and who is not. Some people are safe for some things, and some are safe for others. A very important lesson I have learned is just because someone is family, does not make them safe! These people are teachers in our lives, teaching us how to set filters and boundaries as we define our own self-worth and learn what and who we will allow in our lives that will help us left our vibration levels so we can help others raise theirs.
Everything in life is a lesson, but this is another subject for another time.
munay,
Chele
Sunday, February 21, 2010
2/20/10
Dear Father,
What would you like me to blog?
Follow the light when there is darkness around you. Go within and find a small glimmer to set you free. Life is not about living in darkness, life is about finding the light, giving light, and sharing the light inside you. Make your surroundings full of light and see others do the same. Your planet thrives in light, nurture it so it can survive. Your planet is calling for you to listen.
Regarding Revelation 2:26:
What power over the nations was the writer talking about?
The crowned princes of the Master. The followers would control the areas assigned by the Master, to rule with provisions. There will be no peace when these words come to pass. Break the cycle of destruction.
What is the meaning of Revelation 2:27?
The rod of iron is a form of punishment from the crowned princes. They are to rule out of pain and intimidation to break the spirits of the people they rule. Violence and cruelty is the way of the Master, not God.
What is the morning star, Revelation 2:28?
The act of accomplishment would be rewarded by the Master is to give the Star of Judea.
What is the star of Judea?
It is the symbol of union. It was considered a powerful star at one time by all. The creation, the beginning of life. It would have given more power to the crowned princes.
What would you like me to blog?
Follow the light when there is darkness around you. Go within and find a small glimmer to set you free. Life is not about living in darkness, life is about finding the light, giving light, and sharing the light inside you. Make your surroundings full of light and see others do the same. Your planet thrives in light, nurture it so it can survive. Your planet is calling for you to listen.
Regarding Revelation 2:26:
What power over the nations was the writer talking about?
The crowned princes of the Master. The followers would control the areas assigned by the Master, to rule with provisions. There will be no peace when these words come to pass. Break the cycle of destruction.
What is the meaning of Revelation 2:27?
The rod of iron is a form of punishment from the crowned princes. They are to rule out of pain and intimidation to break the spirits of the people they rule. Violence and cruelty is the way of the Master, not God.
What is the morning star, Revelation 2:28?
The act of accomplishment would be rewarded by the Master is to give the Star of Judea.
What is the star of Judea?
It is the symbol of union. It was considered a powerful star at one time by all. The creation, the beginning of life. It would have given more power to the crowned princes.
Friday, February 19, 2010
2/18/10
Dear Father,
What would you like me to blog?
There are doers and there are dreamers, those who do for the earth respect it, those who dream have a disrespect of self and earth. When one is in pain, pain controls their life, they inflict pain without knowing most of the time. When healing takes place healing is given.
Regarding Revelations 2:18-2:23:
Who is the Son of God that killed Jezebel's children?
He is not the son of God, he is ****** himself giving permission for your race to kill those who are defiant. Do not take these words as God's words.
What is the meaning of "I am he which searcheth the reins and hearts?"
The Master looks for what is within and without. The Master preys on the vulnerable to steal souls. God is Love, this Master is not Love.
What is the Meaning of Revelations 2:24?
The dark energy, as you call it, has a name that most people during those times have not heard. They relied completely on the written words of the book, falsehoods for sure. They know not any other. They believed what was written, they now know they were fooled.
What would you like me to blog?
There are doers and there are dreamers, those who do for the earth respect it, those who dream have a disrespect of self and earth. When one is in pain, pain controls their life, they inflict pain without knowing most of the time. When healing takes place healing is given.
Regarding Revelations 2:18-2:23:
Who is the Son of God that killed Jezebel's children?
He is not the son of God, he is ****** himself giving permission for your race to kill those who are defiant. Do not take these words as God's words.
What is the meaning of "I am he which searcheth the reins and hearts?"
The Master looks for what is within and without. The Master preys on the vulnerable to steal souls. God is Love, this Master is not Love.
What is the Meaning of Revelations 2:24?
The dark energy, as you call it, has a name that most people during those times have not heard. They relied completely on the written words of the book, falsehoods for sure. They know not any other. They believed what was written, they now know they were fooled.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
2/17/10
Dear Father,
What would you like me to blog?
There is a feeling, a mutual feeling within your race that all people are a superior species. Your race could not be more wrong. Superiority has nothing to do with production or consumption. Superiority has everything to do with being a child of God. Does the grasshopper live a productive life? Only as a child of God. Does a horse live a productive life? The horse gives its strength and power to help your race, they are children of God. What does your race have to be proud of?
Isn't pride one of the 7 deadly sins?
There is pride of a good job done well and there is pride that causes one to be blind to the needs of oneself and others and stays focused on self gratification.
Regarding Revelations 2:17:
What is meant by the hidden manna?
This is referring to the bread of life, the source of life.
What is the white stone, and what name is on it?
The white stone is referring to land, a parcel of land that is pure. The name on the lane is Assyria.
What would you like me to blog?
There is a feeling, a mutual feeling within your race that all people are a superior species. Your race could not be more wrong. Superiority has nothing to do with production or consumption. Superiority has everything to do with being a child of God. Does the grasshopper live a productive life? Only as a child of God. Does a horse live a productive life? The horse gives its strength and power to help your race, they are children of God. What does your race have to be proud of?
Isn't pride one of the 7 deadly sins?
There is pride of a good job done well and there is pride that causes one to be blind to the needs of oneself and others and stays focused on self gratification.
Regarding Revelations 2:17:
What is meant by the hidden manna?
This is referring to the bread of life, the source of life.
What is the white stone, and what name is on it?
The white stone is referring to land, a parcel of land that is pure. The name on the lane is Assyria.
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
2/16/10
Dear Father,
What would you like me to blog?
Finish his cycle of many reports. Do not report what you know to be true and live your life with truth. Who do you need to impress? Who do you need to report to? Be true to oneself and live the truths you have inside. No one needs to be informed of another's life, those who do are lonely.
Regarding Revelations 2:16:
Is God against those who don't repent?
God is against no one.
Is God a fighter of war or words?
God does not need to fight to have Strength in what God believes. God is not a fighter, God is Love.
Channeled from a previous date:
Cleanliness:
Is not an option it is a necessity. There will be no future if this is not enforced. There is no other alternative. The waste and foul materials that are being refused into the earth is causing great damage to all of you and you will not find an escape, no other planet will want you.
Anger:
is a wasted emotion. Do not be angry for what could have been, what should have been or what you missed out on. Life is a lesson of patience and respect and anger is not part of the layout in life. Anger is a waste of time and energy. It is not important, what is important is what we learn from what we missed out on and what we can do better next time. You are a beautiful soul who has too much to give to be angry.
A Message to all:
Go down (deep inside) and find what your true desires are and follow your path. No one can tell you what your path is, it is within yourself. By not honoring your self you are not honoring the responsibility you took on when you entered this journey. Do not worry about anybody else, they have their own path to follow, whether or not you are included in that path is not up to you, it is what it is. Follow your instincts and listen to your guidance, there is still time for the message to get out and for the world to listen and take action. Do not forget the path or the original message. You are part of the problem and can be part of the solution if you seize this opportunity to make the changes necessary in God’s eyes and heart. Do not let the powers of emptiness take over your heart. Much can be learned if you are willing to take the walk of light and openness and share what your heart truly desires. God is waiting.
What would you like me to blog?
Finish his cycle of many reports. Do not report what you know to be true and live your life with truth. Who do you need to impress? Who do you need to report to? Be true to oneself and live the truths you have inside. No one needs to be informed of another's life, those who do are lonely.
Regarding Revelations 2:16:
Is God against those who don't repent?
God is against no one.
Is God a fighter of war or words?
God does not need to fight to have Strength in what God believes. God is not a fighter, God is Love.
Channeled from a previous date:
Cleanliness:
Is not an option it is a necessity. There will be no future if this is not enforced. There is no other alternative. The waste and foul materials that are being refused into the earth is causing great damage to all of you and you will not find an escape, no other planet will want you.
Anger:
is a wasted emotion. Do not be angry for what could have been, what should have been or what you missed out on. Life is a lesson of patience and respect and anger is not part of the layout in life. Anger is a waste of time and energy. It is not important, what is important is what we learn from what we missed out on and what we can do better next time. You are a beautiful soul who has too much to give to be angry.
A Message to all:
Go down (deep inside) and find what your true desires are and follow your path. No one can tell you what your path is, it is within yourself. By not honoring your self you are not honoring the responsibility you took on when you entered this journey. Do not worry about anybody else, they have their own path to follow, whether or not you are included in that path is not up to you, it is what it is. Follow your instincts and listen to your guidance, there is still time for the message to get out and for the world to listen and take action. Do not forget the path or the original message. You are part of the problem and can be part of the solution if you seize this opportunity to make the changes necessary in God’s eyes and heart. Do not let the powers of emptiness take over your heart. Much can be learned if you are willing to take the walk of light and openness and share what your heart truly desires. God is waiting.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
2/15/10
Dear Father,
What would you like me to blog?
Find your strength for change. Go beyond the comforts you are used to and go with the flow. The tide is turning in your favor, recognize the positive changes and be free to be who you really are. Your guidance is surrounding you with positive energy, feed off it to grow! Be the person you were meant to be.
What is the Doctrine of Ba'laam?
That doctrine was a manuscript written by the Ba'laam judges. It was a mold of laws written to form the principles believed to be prophesied by their God. It was marked with heavy measures for those who did not comply. The doctrine was short lived but did many an injustice.
Revelations 2:14 talks about eating thing sacrificed unto idols and committing fornication, what is the definitions and consequences of each?
Those who eat sacrificed meals for idols are eating gifts of another. They are eating what is not theirs and are taking energy away from the purpose. When energy is put in a gift for another the energy is put out in motion for that person. Do not steal anothers energy.
Fornication is a form of shame of self. Fornication is not done out of love it is done out of shame. Shame is a self punishment that serves no one. Remove shame within and replace it with Love.
Channeled from a previous date:
Progress:
is being halted by greed. You do not have the authority to halt progress by consuming knowledge and hiding the facts of what you find. There is progress going on all around you, you are halting your own by keeping vital information hidden away. You will suffer from this.
Peace:
is what is really desired for all. When peace has finally arrived there will be a rejoicing of the hearts. There will be progress on the blooming and healing of earth and the souls of the occupants. Not just the people, but the animals and insects too. Do not forget that peace on earth is not just for mankind, but for nature also. It is a vital part of your survival, not buildings and concrete, remember the basics to find peace.
Sorrow:
the earth is in great sorrow right now, the earth is crying in pain. The sorrow the earth is feeling is being reverberating up to the surface and effecting mankind and nature alike. Sorrow takes a heavy toll on what is current in our lives.
What would you like me to blog?
Find your strength for change. Go beyond the comforts you are used to and go with the flow. The tide is turning in your favor, recognize the positive changes and be free to be who you really are. Your guidance is surrounding you with positive energy, feed off it to grow! Be the person you were meant to be.
What is the Doctrine of Ba'laam?
That doctrine was a manuscript written by the Ba'laam judges. It was a mold of laws written to form the principles believed to be prophesied by their God. It was marked with heavy measures for those who did not comply. The doctrine was short lived but did many an injustice.
Revelations 2:14 talks about eating thing sacrificed unto idols and committing fornication, what is the definitions and consequences of each?
Those who eat sacrificed meals for idols are eating gifts of another. They are eating what is not theirs and are taking energy away from the purpose. When energy is put in a gift for another the energy is put out in motion for that person. Do not steal anothers energy.
Fornication is a form of shame of self. Fornication is not done out of love it is done out of shame. Shame is a self punishment that serves no one. Remove shame within and replace it with Love.
Channeled from a previous date:
Progress:
is being halted by greed. You do not have the authority to halt progress by consuming knowledge and hiding the facts of what you find. There is progress going on all around you, you are halting your own by keeping vital information hidden away. You will suffer from this.
Peace:
is what is really desired for all. When peace has finally arrived there will be a rejoicing of the hearts. There will be progress on the blooming and healing of earth and the souls of the occupants. Not just the people, but the animals and insects too. Do not forget that peace on earth is not just for mankind, but for nature also. It is a vital part of your survival, not buildings and concrete, remember the basics to find peace.
Sorrow:
the earth is in great sorrow right now, the earth is crying in pain. The sorrow the earth is feeling is being reverberating up to the surface and effecting mankind and nature alike. Sorrow takes a heavy toll on what is current in our lives.
Monday, February 15, 2010
2/14/10
Dear Father,
What would you like me to blog?
There is one meaning of the Bible that has been transcribed by scholars incorrectly enough to casted as an absolute abolishment, and that is love of another. The transcriptions have stated that one love, one race, one sex, and one habit is the only way to love. That is a falsehood. There are many ways to express love and no way is a bad way when there is harm to none other. Love is for everybody and everything, it is not confined to one way.
What is your definition of a habit you just referred to?
What your race calls routine, traits, or customs.
What is the "Crown of Life" as referred to in Revelation 2:10?
The Crown of Life is the honor to advance within the spiritual realm. This honor is not available for those who choose to ignore the words of God. What you see as a beautiful arrangement of master plans in the creation of your planet you call earth was made by another being to bring about temptations and misuse on your planet, and the Master succeeded. The Crown of Life will be given to those who have resisted temptation and misuse.
What is the meaning of the Second Death, Revelations 2:10?
The next death of the power of the dark energy will be the final death. No other will be allowed.
What was the first death?
The mass extinction of the dinosaurs.
This came to me as I was relaxing and watching the Olympics:
Let there be no question about God's messages. Do not distort these written words, God's message is pure Peace and Love of all living beings. Do not hold anger, judgement, and ego within oneself. Be a loving individual.
Channeled from a previous date:
Hospitality:
Goes with Brotherly Love. One goes with the other, hand-in-hand. Do not let either go without the graces of thoughts for the day. Keep in mind that hospitality and brotherly love is what brought you here in the first place, not greed.
War:
Again a sign of the times that the end is near if we do not correct the ways of the world and the law of humanity. There is too much conflict within the worlds and it is not acceptable to bring it home in our own boundaries.
Happiness:
is a word that people take for granted. They think they are happy with material items, but inside they are suffering. The items they consume are not helping the earth or the healing that needs to be done, they are festering in their own self destruction if they do not change their ways.
What would you like me to blog?
There is one meaning of the Bible that has been transcribed by scholars incorrectly enough to casted as an absolute abolishment, and that is love of another. The transcriptions have stated that one love, one race, one sex, and one habit is the only way to love. That is a falsehood. There are many ways to express love and no way is a bad way when there is harm to none other. Love is for everybody and everything, it is not confined to one way.
What is your definition of a habit you just referred to?
What your race calls routine, traits, or customs.
What is the "Crown of Life" as referred to in Revelation 2:10?
The Crown of Life is the honor to advance within the spiritual realm. This honor is not available for those who choose to ignore the words of God. What you see as a beautiful arrangement of master plans in the creation of your planet you call earth was made by another being to bring about temptations and misuse on your planet, and the Master succeeded. The Crown of Life will be given to those who have resisted temptation and misuse.
What is the meaning of the Second Death, Revelations 2:10?
The next death of the power of the dark energy will be the final death. No other will be allowed.
What was the first death?
The mass extinction of the dinosaurs.
This came to me as I was relaxing and watching the Olympics:
Let there be no question about God's messages. Do not distort these written words, God's message is pure Peace and Love of all living beings. Do not hold anger, judgement, and ego within oneself. Be a loving individual.
Channeled from a previous date:
Hospitality:
Goes with Brotherly Love. One goes with the other, hand-in-hand. Do not let either go without the graces of thoughts for the day. Keep in mind that hospitality and brotherly love is what brought you here in the first place, not greed.
War:
Again a sign of the times that the end is near if we do not correct the ways of the world and the law of humanity. There is too much conflict within the worlds and it is not acceptable to bring it home in our own boundaries.
Happiness:
is a word that people take for granted. They think they are happy with material items, but inside they are suffering. The items they consume are not helping the earth or the healing that needs to be done, they are festering in their own self destruction if they do not change their ways.
Saturday, February 13, 2010
2/12/10
Dear Father,
What would you like me to blog?
Follow the path of the one you call God, follow the lighted way. Do not give into temptations of the skin and desires that will not fulfill you. Your personal truths are fulfilling enough once you follow your dreams and let go of damaging desires. Your true path is to be true to yourself, do not let yourself be led down a false path.
Is there a satan?
Satan, as you call it, is not an angel that has fallen like what is believed. The being you call satan is the energy of darkness in your race's hearts and souls. Satan is wasted energy of goodness taken over by darkness. This darkness can be a very deep place inside one's being. This darkness can consume this light of a being without a moment to escape. Do not give in to this darkness, do not forget to live in Light and Love.
Who are the synagogue of satan?
Falsities. The beings who choose to live their lives in deceit and disgust. They allow the darkness to consume them and help the darkness thrive.
What is considered the devil's prison?
Purgatory. A place where the soul cannot be cleansed and revived. The soul does not come back to us.
I call you Father, are you God or part of God?
No, I am your Guidance in the spiritual realm. I am a being of high value in this realm. I do not monitor other beings like yourself, I give guidance, and it is an honor to guide you.
Channeled from a previous date:
Greed is an evil word, greed is a dark presence that we do not accept in our life.
Power:
Is often misconstrued into being a bad thing or a controlling force, it is a good force when it is used for good and not greed. People have the power to make positive changes in their lives and in the world, if they choose to enforce it.
Suffering:
is a sign that the times are upon us if we don’t act. There is suffering that we can prevent as a community of the world if we choose to do it. Suffering is an aftermath of Greed and senseless power.
What would you like me to blog?
Follow the path of the one you call God, follow the lighted way. Do not give into temptations of the skin and desires that will not fulfill you. Your personal truths are fulfilling enough once you follow your dreams and let go of damaging desires. Your true path is to be true to yourself, do not let yourself be led down a false path.
Is there a satan?
Satan, as you call it, is not an angel that has fallen like what is believed. The being you call satan is the energy of darkness in your race's hearts and souls. Satan is wasted energy of goodness taken over by darkness. This darkness can be a very deep place inside one's being. This darkness can consume this light of a being without a moment to escape. Do not give in to this darkness, do not forget to live in Light and Love.
Who are the synagogue of satan?
Falsities. The beings who choose to live their lives in deceit and disgust. They allow the darkness to consume them and help the darkness thrive.
What is considered the devil's prison?
Purgatory. A place where the soul cannot be cleansed and revived. The soul does not come back to us.
I call you Father, are you God or part of God?
No, I am your Guidance in the spiritual realm. I am a being of high value in this realm. I do not monitor other beings like yourself, I give guidance, and it is an honor to guide you.
Channeled from a previous date:
Greed is an evil word, greed is a dark presence that we do not accept in our life.
Power:
Is often misconstrued into being a bad thing or a controlling force, it is a good force when it is used for good and not greed. People have the power to make positive changes in their lives and in the world, if they choose to enforce it.
Suffering:
is a sign that the times are upon us if we don’t act. There is suffering that we can prevent as a community of the world if we choose to do it. Suffering is an aftermath of Greed and senseless power.
Friday, February 12, 2010
2/11/10
Dear Father,
What would you like me to blog?
Find the truth inside oneself and free it. Remove the cages that encapsulate your truths and let them be seen by you. Only then can a journey start when one knows where the first step should be taken. Follow your path of healing and grow into a Master. There is room for many Masters, but one has to be disciplined in Love and Peace to reach a God-like Master. Your race has little potential for possible Masters, but those who are willing are more than capable.
In the Book of Revelations 2:6, it states that God hates the Nicolaitanes, why?
God does not hate. This is a falsehood, what would be considered as opinion. Many times changes from the Dead Sea Scrolls are written. Do not believe it as the word of God.
What is the Tree of Life?
You are. Every being is a tree of life and yet part of a larger tree. The tree of life is life.
Channeled from a previous date:
Acceptance:
of whom you are. Realize who you are and be your truth. Live your truth and go forth in love. Do not live to other people’s expectations. You have your own. You do not owe anybody your life; you owe your life to yourself.
Tidings:
remember what the tidings are when the angels came down from the sky and heavens to bring good tidings to all. These were gifts from above and discarded and distorted into beneficial greed and disloyalty to the presenter above. You have not remembered the tidings that came. You must not let it slip away.
Goodwill:
is not a yearly event, it is a daily lifestyle. The earth and its occupants need goodwill daily, do not forget your gifts and your fellow man that are in need. Do not hoard what you do not have a use for, clean up around you and release your access.
What would you like me to blog?
Find the truth inside oneself and free it. Remove the cages that encapsulate your truths and let them be seen by you. Only then can a journey start when one knows where the first step should be taken. Follow your path of healing and grow into a Master. There is room for many Masters, but one has to be disciplined in Love and Peace to reach a God-like Master. Your race has little potential for possible Masters, but those who are willing are more than capable.
In the Book of Revelations 2:6, it states that God hates the Nicolaitanes, why?
God does not hate. This is a falsehood, what would be considered as opinion. Many times changes from the Dead Sea Scrolls are written. Do not believe it as the word of God.
What is the Tree of Life?
You are. Every being is a tree of life and yet part of a larger tree. The tree of life is life.
Channeled from a previous date:
Acceptance:
of whom you are. Realize who you are and be your truth. Live your truth and go forth in love. Do not live to other people’s expectations. You have your own. You do not owe anybody your life; you owe your life to yourself.
Tidings:
remember what the tidings are when the angels came down from the sky and heavens to bring good tidings to all. These were gifts from above and discarded and distorted into beneficial greed and disloyalty to the presenter above. You have not remembered the tidings that came. You must not let it slip away.
Goodwill:
is not a yearly event, it is a daily lifestyle. The earth and its occupants need goodwill daily, do not forget your gifts and your fellow man that are in need. Do not hoard what you do not have a use for, clean up around you and release your access.
Thursday, February 11, 2010
2/10/10
Dear Father,
What would you like me to blog?
You have found much more information on other realities tonight. You have validation on your purpose and other beings that have visited your planet. What more do you need before the time of questioning will stop? Have faith and be faithful to your God and live your life of love.
Will I meet you in this lifetime?
You know me. I am all around. You can feel my presence, you know I am here.
This question is from my friend Deborah:
Regarding the 'shift' in human DNA, when did the 'shift' take place and how did it happen?
This shift has taken place in the era of 12 million years B.C. Just like the children that are here with a new shift, the shift before this came from other galaxies. Your people are star people, that is where you came from.
This is from my friend Nic:
What is the meaning of implanted human tracking devices?
Everyone on your planet will be implanted with a device that will monitor well being. The ones who monitor these devices will have a way to communicate intentions into every being for the better good of your race. Do not refuse to accept the device for it will lead to your demise.
What would you like me to blog?
You have found much more information on other realities tonight. You have validation on your purpose and other beings that have visited your planet. What more do you need before the time of questioning will stop? Have faith and be faithful to your God and live your life of love.
Will I meet you in this lifetime?
You know me. I am all around. You can feel my presence, you know I am here.
This question is from my friend Deborah:
Regarding the 'shift' in human DNA, when did the 'shift' take place and how did it happen?
This shift has taken place in the era of 12 million years B.C. Just like the children that are here with a new shift, the shift before this came from other galaxies. Your people are star people, that is where you came from.
This is from my friend Nic:
What is the meaning of implanted human tracking devices?
Everyone on your planet will be implanted with a device that will monitor well being. The ones who monitor these devices will have a way to communicate intentions into every being for the better good of your race. Do not refuse to accept the device for it will lead to your demise.
2/8/10
Dear Father,
What would you like me to blog?
There are 5 reasons to keep believing in yourself:
1) The work you are doing is God's work and it's pure.
2) The future of your planet is in peril, you are getting messages out that will help save it.
3) Beings on your planet need a voice, you are it.
4) People are looking for your light.
5) You are more capable and stronger than you think, keep focused.
Regarding the Book of Revelation:
What is the meaning of 'I am the first and the last?'
****** the master was invincible and still is, he will endure long after your race is gone.
He referred to himself as being dead, what does that mean?
He was weakened, his dark energy has been subdued when Love and Peace surpassed anger and fear, now he has regained power.
What is the meaning of 'I have the keys of hell and of death?'
****** the master is a dark energy and many dark energies take souls for their own pleasures, ****** is one of them. This master will take souls.
What would you like me to blog?
There are 5 reasons to keep believing in yourself:
1) The work you are doing is God's work and it's pure.
2) The future of your planet is in peril, you are getting messages out that will help save it.
3) Beings on your planet need a voice, you are it.
4) People are looking for your light.
5) You are more capable and stronger than you think, keep focused.
Regarding the Book of Revelation:
What is the meaning of 'I am the first and the last?'
****** the master was invincible and still is, he will endure long after your race is gone.
He referred to himself as being dead, what does that mean?
He was weakened, his dark energy has been subdued when Love and Peace surpassed anger and fear, now he has regained power.
What is the meaning of 'I have the keys of hell and of death?'
****** the master is a dark energy and many dark energies take souls for their own pleasures, ****** is one of them. This master will take souls.
Monday, February 8, 2010
2/7/10
Dear Father,
What would you like me to blog?
The lessons one learns in life are not always defined as one likes. There are reasons for everything, go and live life knowing that lessons are abound and emotions are put to the test. Pass the test by learning the lessons.
Regarding the Book of Revelations: Who is the one that is like unto the son of man in hte midst of the 7 candlesticks?
He is the image accepted as God.
What do the 7 stars represent in his right hand?
God sevenfold. The image represents 7 Gods.
What does the twoedged sword represent?
The meaning of God's words. They are received as a falsehood that is causing your demise.
Previously channeled:
Hope:
Hope is a strong word, for it means that one will not give up. If one looses hope one looses their will. Hope brings light from the heavens into ones life and shows them the way. It is the first step on their journey in life. One cannot move forward or even think about moving forward without hope.
Community:
Community is a relative word. Community has an important impact on people in despair. Community has been a thorn in the side of humanity when it acts out of judgment and not out of love. Judgment is not for anybody to inflict, it is set aside for a higher authority that Community. Do not accept that you are part of this higher authority; you will be damaging your own self structure when you do. Accept who you are and live your life with love.
What would you like me to blog?
The lessons one learns in life are not always defined as one likes. There are reasons for everything, go and live life knowing that lessons are abound and emotions are put to the test. Pass the test by learning the lessons.
Regarding the Book of Revelations: Who is the one that is like unto the son of man in hte midst of the 7 candlesticks?
He is the image accepted as God.
What do the 7 stars represent in his right hand?
God sevenfold. The image represents 7 Gods.
What does the twoedged sword represent?
The meaning of God's words. They are received as a falsehood that is causing your demise.
Previously channeled:
Hope:
Hope is a strong word, for it means that one will not give up. If one looses hope one looses their will. Hope brings light from the heavens into ones life and shows them the way. It is the first step on their journey in life. One cannot move forward or even think about moving forward without hope.
Community:
Community is a relative word. Community has an important impact on people in despair. Community has been a thorn in the side of humanity when it acts out of judgment and not out of love. Judgment is not for anybody to inflict, it is set aside for a higher authority that Community. Do not accept that you are part of this higher authority; you will be damaging your own self structure when you do. Accept who you are and live your life with love.
Saturday, February 6, 2010
2/5/10
Dear Father,
What would you like me to blog?
In the Book of Psalms there is a Psalm that would be referring to the laws of the universe. This message is repeated throughout the New Testament. The message has been ignored by many. Do you think the message will just go away? One day it will, when it is too late. The message has been disregarded, but the book has been regarded as truth. Both cannot be.
How close to the truth is the Bible?
Your Bible is not close, pay attention to the Dead Sea Scrolls.
What is the story of the Book of Revelations?
The warning of the end. The ways of the end will be revealed again soon.
What are the 7 churches of Asia?
Judaism, Islam, Christian, Buddhist, Taoism, Hindu, Providence
What does the 7 candlesticks represent?
The 7 lights of 7 Gods.
Previously channeled:
Reoccurring patterns:
It isn’t the past that keeps coming back; the past is the present and the future. You assume that once we deal with a problem area in our life, that problem is taken care of forever, but it’s not. The saying “you can’t run from your past” could never be so true; it just cycles through over and over again. Your species will have the opportunity to handle the situations over as time goes on.
Is this the parallel universe that we are living; having our lives cycle through in different ways and we have different choices each time to handle each incident, and our lives change depending on how we handle them?
You can change your universe by making changes within yourself. If you choose not to change, your universe will not change either. You have our own universe around us and if you choose to make changes for the better or worse youare changing your universe to a parallel universe.
How many parallel universes are there?
However many changes there are. Every time somebody makes a change their universe has changed. It is endless. The good thing is you are in control. You have the ability to control your own universe. Do you want to stay in a pattern of sadness and self abuse? If so, don’t make changes. If you want to be happy and feel that you deserve to be happy, you will make happy changes.
Religion:
Religion doesn’t express the word of God properly; it does however express the falsity that befell the original message that was to be put out. The original message is love of mankind and humanity and not greed and rejection of any kind. There is no room in the universe for negativity to thrive. It cannot thrive on hatred. There is a damning void of love that needs to be refilled from within so it can grow with-out. People are in need of this love right now, they are in need of compassion and understanding and there is little to none left. It is not a dog-eat-dog world, it is a universe all of its own. Do not forget what the original message from God was, do not be fooled or guilted into believe these falsities.
What would you like me to blog?
In the Book of Psalms there is a Psalm that would be referring to the laws of the universe. This message is repeated throughout the New Testament. The message has been ignored by many. Do you think the message will just go away? One day it will, when it is too late. The message has been disregarded, but the book has been regarded as truth. Both cannot be.
How close to the truth is the Bible?
Your Bible is not close, pay attention to the Dead Sea Scrolls.
What is the story of the Book of Revelations?
The warning of the end. The ways of the end will be revealed again soon.
What are the 7 churches of Asia?
Judaism, Islam, Christian, Buddhist, Taoism, Hindu, Providence
What does the 7 candlesticks represent?
The 7 lights of 7 Gods.
Previously channeled:
Reoccurring patterns:
It isn’t the past that keeps coming back; the past is the present and the future. You assume that once we deal with a problem area in our life, that problem is taken care of forever, but it’s not. The saying “you can’t run from your past” could never be so true; it just cycles through over and over again. Your species will have the opportunity to handle the situations over as time goes on.
Is this the parallel universe that we are living; having our lives cycle through in different ways and we have different choices each time to handle each incident, and our lives change depending on how we handle them?
You can change your universe by making changes within yourself. If you choose not to change, your universe will not change either. You have our own universe around us and if you choose to make changes for the better or worse youare changing your universe to a parallel universe.
How many parallel universes are there?
However many changes there are. Every time somebody makes a change their universe has changed. It is endless. The good thing is you are in control. You have the ability to control your own universe. Do you want to stay in a pattern of sadness and self abuse? If so, don’t make changes. If you want to be happy and feel that you deserve to be happy, you will make happy changes.
Religion:
Religion doesn’t express the word of God properly; it does however express the falsity that befell the original message that was to be put out. The original message is love of mankind and humanity and not greed and rejection of any kind. There is no room in the universe for negativity to thrive. It cannot thrive on hatred. There is a damning void of love that needs to be refilled from within so it can grow with-out. People are in need of this love right now, they are in need of compassion and understanding and there is little to none left. It is not a dog-eat-dog world, it is a universe all of its own. Do not forget what the original message from God was, do not be fooled or guilted into believe these falsities.
Friday, February 5, 2010
2/4/10
Dear Father,
What would you like me to blog?
Take this learning you are getting and teach the world. Those who are believers will rejoice and know these are the words of God. Be happy with what you have and who you know, be thankful for the blessings you have in your life, kindness will get you far. Never forget you reap what you sow. Make your environment a place of beauty. Keep your head high and walk your truths, your peace, this will be a better place if you do.
Who created living beings on Earth?
Living beings were placed on your planet you call earth, by our beings you call God. Some were meant to be temporary and most were meant to last the duration of your planet, but most have been killed off.
How was our Universe created?
The theory of a Big Bang is incorrect. Your universe was shaped by a Master. This Master had planned the outcome of you planet many years before. It was up to you to change the outcome, but you failed.
Who or What is this Master?
The Master is a being who has the authority to plan Universes and create beings. Your Master is called ******. ****** is a dark energy Master who has sent his dark energy down to your planet you call earth. The beings who monitor your planet can only help those who ask and those who believe. ****** has complete control over those who don't.
What would you like me to blog?
Take this learning you are getting and teach the world. Those who are believers will rejoice and know these are the words of God. Be happy with what you have and who you know, be thankful for the blessings you have in your life, kindness will get you far. Never forget you reap what you sow. Make your environment a place of beauty. Keep your head high and walk your truths, your peace, this will be a better place if you do.
Who created living beings on Earth?
Living beings were placed on your planet you call earth, by our beings you call God. Some were meant to be temporary and most were meant to last the duration of your planet, but most have been killed off.
How was our Universe created?
The theory of a Big Bang is incorrect. Your universe was shaped by a Master. This Master had planned the outcome of you planet many years before. It was up to you to change the outcome, but you failed.
Who or What is this Master?
The Master is a being who has the authority to plan Universes and create beings. Your Master is called ******. ****** is a dark energy Master who has sent his dark energy down to your planet you call earth. The beings who monitor your planet can only help those who ask and those who believe. ****** has complete control over those who don't.
Thursday, February 4, 2010
2/3/10
Dear Father,
What would you like me to blog?
Have fun in your lives without harming another being. Your lives are full or worries and pain, take the time to have enjoyable moments with yourself and loved ones. Keep your loved ones close and enjoy your life. Remember that life is not all about seriousness, it's also for enjoyment.
What is the real story of Adam?
Adam was a man who had a choice between two wives. He chose one first and she dominated him. He left her, he was not able to be submissive. He met Eve, who had been a wife before, and she showed Adam new ways when they came together. Adam learned the new ways and found even more new ways to teach Eve. The ways of the world came from a source not known to you, they came from ******. He was the source of the dark energies that covered your planet, not Adam, not Eve.
Some channeling I did in December:
Forgiveness:
The path to forgiveness is the hardest path to go down, there is no one to deceive; you have to face the person you fear the most, yourself. You have to come to terms with mistakes you have made, and pain and suffering that had been inflicted on you. Then you have to make a decision on whether or not you can not only forgive yourself, which is not always easy, but to forgive the person who has caused you pain and suffering. Forgiveness is a powerful word that is often used lightly. Forgiveness has the power to heal. Forgiveness has the power to help one grow from pain and suffering to enlightenment. It’s easy to say, but far more difficult to do, and when you start on this path of forgiveness you find yourself going into deep areas from many years before that you never realized still existed, but the pain is still there waiting for forgiveness, waiting to be released to move out of your soul where is festering into disease, depression, anger, rage, insecurity, pain, and hate. Forgiveness is a very powerful tool, and with it brings out the emotions of the pain that is being healed.
Gratitude and appreciation:
is an overlooked necessity. It is important to remember who or what has helped you to get to the point you are in your life, whether you are happy or not. You are there for a reason and you have lessons to learn or lessons to teach.
You may not be happy in some area, but in others you are blessed and by showing gratitude for what you have helps you realize the big picture. Instead of focusing on getting to the prize in life you are realizing the steps and people it takes to get there. You don’t have to go through life stepping on toes to get to the top, you can get there by realizing what it takes to get there, after all, once you’re at the top it’s easy for someone to knock you down, and by showing heart felt appreciation and gratitude you will see how many people will be willing to lift you up. If you are unhappy in your situation find the little things you are grateful for, whether it is waking up to a warm morning, happy that you are able to get up, happy that you have water, clothes on, whatever, there is always something to be happy about. When you focus on what makes you miserable you stay miserable, there is no movement away when you focus on it. It consumes you. Your gratitude and appreciation on little things will start your movement forward to better things. It is a simple gesture that only takes a different view of your current situation. You may have more obstacles as you go through your path, but the obstacles are there to help you keep moving forward on your path and grow stronger.
What would you like me to blog?
Have fun in your lives without harming another being. Your lives are full or worries and pain, take the time to have enjoyable moments with yourself and loved ones. Keep your loved ones close and enjoy your life. Remember that life is not all about seriousness, it's also for enjoyment.
What is the real story of Adam?
Adam was a man who had a choice between two wives. He chose one first and she dominated him. He left her, he was not able to be submissive. He met Eve, who had been a wife before, and she showed Adam new ways when they came together. Adam learned the new ways and found even more new ways to teach Eve. The ways of the world came from a source not known to you, they came from ******. He was the source of the dark energies that covered your planet, not Adam, not Eve.
Some channeling I did in December:
Forgiveness:
The path to forgiveness is the hardest path to go down, there is no one to deceive; you have to face the person you fear the most, yourself. You have to come to terms with mistakes you have made, and pain and suffering that had been inflicted on you. Then you have to make a decision on whether or not you can not only forgive yourself, which is not always easy, but to forgive the person who has caused you pain and suffering. Forgiveness is a powerful word that is often used lightly. Forgiveness has the power to heal. Forgiveness has the power to help one grow from pain and suffering to enlightenment. It’s easy to say, but far more difficult to do, and when you start on this path of forgiveness you find yourself going into deep areas from many years before that you never realized still existed, but the pain is still there waiting for forgiveness, waiting to be released to move out of your soul where is festering into disease, depression, anger, rage, insecurity, pain, and hate. Forgiveness is a very powerful tool, and with it brings out the emotions of the pain that is being healed.
Gratitude and appreciation:
is an overlooked necessity. It is important to remember who or what has helped you to get to the point you are in your life, whether you are happy or not. You are there for a reason and you have lessons to learn or lessons to teach.
You may not be happy in some area, but in others you are blessed and by showing gratitude for what you have helps you realize the big picture. Instead of focusing on getting to the prize in life you are realizing the steps and people it takes to get there. You don’t have to go through life stepping on toes to get to the top, you can get there by realizing what it takes to get there, after all, once you’re at the top it’s easy for someone to knock you down, and by showing heart felt appreciation and gratitude you will see how many people will be willing to lift you up. If you are unhappy in your situation find the little things you are grateful for, whether it is waking up to a warm morning, happy that you are able to get up, happy that you have water, clothes on, whatever, there is always something to be happy about. When you focus on what makes you miserable you stay miserable, there is no movement away when you focus on it. It consumes you. Your gratitude and appreciation on little things will start your movement forward to better things. It is a simple gesture that only takes a different view of your current situation. You may have more obstacles as you go through your path, but the obstacles are there to help you keep moving forward on your path and grow stronger.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
2/2/10
Dear Father,
What would you like me to blog?
Tune into the voice of the Universe and follow the lead. When one finds the voice they have been searching for they will find the path to their soul. There is a saying that one finds what one is looking for; if one is looking for despair, they will find it, if one is looking for anger, the will find it, if one is looking for Peace and Love, they will find it.
Have you seen the destruction of a planet before?
Yes, we have seen many. It is a sad sight to witness.
How can we save marine life?
Stop polluting the waters. Stop consuming goods that cause pollution. Be earth friendly.
What would you like me to blog?
Tune into the voice of the Universe and follow the lead. When one finds the voice they have been searching for they will find the path to their soul. There is a saying that one finds what one is looking for; if one is looking for despair, they will find it, if one is looking for anger, the will find it, if one is looking for Peace and Love, they will find it.
Have you seen the destruction of a planet before?
Yes, we have seen many. It is a sad sight to witness.
How can we save marine life?
Stop polluting the waters. Stop consuming goods that cause pollution. Be earth friendly.
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
2/1/10
Dear Father,
What would you like me to blog?
Your meaning of God is distorted. God is a Supreme Being that is made of many beings from other galaxies who have tried to save your planet. Do not assume that you know God. God is many, your race is few. God has many involved with the outcome of your race. Power is an asset when used with pure love of another, then it is done with the good for all. Sacrifices will have to be made, but who or whom to sacrifice? Who has the right to make that choice? Not your species, but one Supreme Being made of many beings. Take heed to what you are witnessing for no other has this pure message!
What are the qualifications to be part of the Supreme Being called God?
Any being who has pure Love and Peace in their soul.
How much more advanced are other beings in this universe or others?
(chuckle) Your species cannot compare. You have a handful of beings who understand the universal language and a handful more of who are looking, but even they are far removed from other beings. You had your chance.
What is the biggest misunderstanding with any religion?
That God will punish.
My Friends Marlene and Nic asked about the Arkansas Governor, do you mean Bill Clinton?
He is the right choice.
What would you like me to blog?
Your meaning of God is distorted. God is a Supreme Being that is made of many beings from other galaxies who have tried to save your planet. Do not assume that you know God. God is many, your race is few. God has many involved with the outcome of your race. Power is an asset when used with pure love of another, then it is done with the good for all. Sacrifices will have to be made, but who or whom to sacrifice? Who has the right to make that choice? Not your species, but one Supreme Being made of many beings. Take heed to what you are witnessing for no other has this pure message!
What are the qualifications to be part of the Supreme Being called God?
Any being who has pure Love and Peace in their soul.
How much more advanced are other beings in this universe or others?
(chuckle) Your species cannot compare. You have a handful of beings who understand the universal language and a handful more of who are looking, but even they are far removed from other beings. You had your chance.
What is the biggest misunderstanding with any religion?
That God will punish.
My Friends Marlene and Nic asked about the Arkansas Governor, do you mean Bill Clinton?
He is the right choice.
Monday, February 1, 2010
1/31/10
Dear Father,
What would you like me to blog?
Go to that place of emptiness within one's spirit and fill it with Love instead of sadness. When one weeps, weep joyful tears. There is always a choice in your world, one can choose to stay in a perilous state, or one could choose to live a life of Joy. If one believes that Joy is out of reach, that being has chosen not to reach, for Joy is within us all. Surround yourself with happiness if you want to be happy. Live the life you desire, just do it!
Is there a collective name for the beings who monitor the Earth?
Yes, we are called God.
Do these beings called God do more than monitor Earth?
Yes, we give guidance to those who ask.
What else can you tell me about God?
We are many species who have come together to help save your planet. We come together in Peace and Harmony, creating a universal language of music and love. Your race has not developed the ability to come together. Your race will suffer for it.
What would you like me to blog?
Go to that place of emptiness within one's spirit and fill it with Love instead of sadness. When one weeps, weep joyful tears. There is always a choice in your world, one can choose to stay in a perilous state, or one could choose to live a life of Joy. If one believes that Joy is out of reach, that being has chosen not to reach, for Joy is within us all. Surround yourself with happiness if you want to be happy. Live the life you desire, just do it!
Is there a collective name for the beings who monitor the Earth?
Yes, we are called God.
Do these beings called God do more than monitor Earth?
Yes, we give guidance to those who ask.
What else can you tell me about God?
We are many species who have come together to help save your planet. We come together in Peace and Harmony, creating a universal language of music and love. Your race has not developed the ability to come together. Your race will suffer for it.
Saturday, January 30, 2010
1/29/10
Dear Father,
What would you like me to blog?
Come to my wisdom, feel my heart, know my mind. Grow as a child of God and bloom into a supreme being knowing the words of God. Enough is enough and the time has come for the lightheartedness to fade. No more sacrifices can be made while the greater good is put aside. God's beloved children are searching for the wrong gratifications, listen to the angels sing the praises of God and follow his lead.
These next 2 questions are from my daughter, Melody.
How civilized and developed are micro-organisms that can only be seen through a microscope, like e-coli and bacillus cereus?
Organisms, as you call them, have advanced abilities in their thinking, processing, and reproducing. They have found ways to resist current attempts to destroy their culture and turned their size into advantages to save themselves.
What are the uses for viruses other than destruction and pain?
What you call destruction and pain, we call control. These virus types of beings are a cure from the earth to cure her pain. They are your planets medication and you are being resistant.
The next 2 questions are from me.
Who are the "we" that was referred to in the previous question?
We are the beings monitoring your planet from the outside. We are watching and trying to teach your species the laws of the universe.
What species are you?
We are many. We come together to find Peace and Love, and to save the lives of beings who live in Peace and Love. Some we cannot save, but we protect the spirit inside, no matter what.
We are many, but few of us care to be recognized.
What would you like me to blog?
Come to my wisdom, feel my heart, know my mind. Grow as a child of God and bloom into a supreme being knowing the words of God. Enough is enough and the time has come for the lightheartedness to fade. No more sacrifices can be made while the greater good is put aside. God's beloved children are searching for the wrong gratifications, listen to the angels sing the praises of God and follow his lead.
These next 2 questions are from my daughter, Melody.
How civilized and developed are micro-organisms that can only be seen through a microscope, like e-coli and bacillus cereus?
Organisms, as you call them, have advanced abilities in their thinking, processing, and reproducing. They have found ways to resist current attempts to destroy their culture and turned their size into advantages to save themselves.
What are the uses for viruses other than destruction and pain?
What you call destruction and pain, we call control. These virus types of beings are a cure from the earth to cure her pain. They are your planets medication and you are being resistant.
The next 2 questions are from me.
Who are the "we" that was referred to in the previous question?
We are the beings monitoring your planet from the outside. We are watching and trying to teach your species the laws of the universe.
What species are you?
We are many. We come together to find Peace and Love, and to save the lives of beings who live in Peace and Love. Some we cannot save, but we protect the spirit inside, no matter what.
We are many, but few of us care to be recognized.
Friday, January 29, 2010
1/28/09
Dear Father,
What would you like to me to blog?
Finding what one is looking for is easier than knowing what one wants or needs. Knowing is Knowing is finding when one is able to settle within and find one's true purpose. It is a journey to the soul and will be a difficult and rewarding journey of a lifetime.
What are the functions of the planets in the universe?
They can be referred to as a "well oiled machine." Every planet has a function to make this universe rotate, including your planet you call earth.
What can I do to prepare myself for today?
Focus on what needs to be done. Live life with integrity knowing that what you control is in control. One cannot control their environment, but the reaction to actions is controllable. Make a decision on whether or not your reaction will be God-like or emotional and impulsive. Times filled with strife test one's abilities, know where yours lie.
What would you like to me to blog?
Finding what one is looking for is easier than knowing what one wants or needs. Knowing is Knowing is finding when one is able to settle within and find one's true purpose. It is a journey to the soul and will be a difficult and rewarding journey of a lifetime.
What are the functions of the planets in the universe?
They can be referred to as a "well oiled machine." Every planet has a function to make this universe rotate, including your planet you call earth.
What can I do to prepare myself for today?
Focus on what needs to be done. Live life with integrity knowing that what you control is in control. One cannot control their environment, but the reaction to actions is controllable. Make a decision on whether or not your reaction will be God-like or emotional and impulsive. Times filled with strife test one's abilities, know where yours lie.
Thursday, January 28, 2010
1/27/10
Dear Father,
What would you like me to blog about?
There are followers of the cross who don't know what the true meaning of God is. They live their lives in Judgement on others and praise bad behavior when the bad behavior works towards their own desires. These are the Charlatans in your society. The people who live their lives in sin and hide behind the cross and inflict the word of God in the falsehoods of their lives. See these non-believers for who they are and pray they can believe in God's true words. Be careful not to get caught in their net, they are fishing for more glory, they inflict bad behavior for the glory that doesn't exist in dark energy. Go with your feelings and intentions to do God's true work. Find the place of divine that is within you and express it to the people who seek it. There is a calling for you and you will be sought, prepare for this for it will soon be here. Your prayers are being answered and you will be happily rewarded for your work with God. Rest now, your time is coming.
What would you like me to blog about?
There are followers of the cross who don't know what the true meaning of God is. They live their lives in Judgement on others and praise bad behavior when the bad behavior works towards their own desires. These are the Charlatans in your society. The people who live their lives in sin and hide behind the cross and inflict the word of God in the falsehoods of their lives. See these non-believers for who they are and pray they can believe in God's true words. Be careful not to get caught in their net, they are fishing for more glory, they inflict bad behavior for the glory that doesn't exist in dark energy. Go with your feelings and intentions to do God's true work. Find the place of divine that is within you and express it to the people who seek it. There is a calling for you and you will be sought, prepare for this for it will soon be here. Your prayers are being answered and you will be happily rewarded for your work with God. Rest now, your time is coming.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
1/26/10
Dear Father,
What would you like me to blog about?
There is some feeling toward personality as strength, real strength comes from within. It is not strength that shows up in a forceful personality, that is fear and control. If one wants to have strength as a trait be strong in your convictions, know when gentleness is needed, know when you are wrong, and know when to say you are sorry and say it. That is strength.
What is the Nembra Star Disc?
The Nembra is a symbol of one's devotion to the skies. Many people study the skies above and know there is meaning. They hold an endearment to the celestial bodies, it is familiar to them.
What led to racism?
Fear, entitlement, ego. The fear of something different is the main source. Entitlement and ego kept it alive and bred it. It is a toxic part of your society that will always be there as long as one fears.
What would you like me to blog about?
There is some feeling toward personality as strength, real strength comes from within. It is not strength that shows up in a forceful personality, that is fear and control. If one wants to have strength as a trait be strong in your convictions, know when gentleness is needed, know when you are wrong, and know when to say you are sorry and say it. That is strength.
What is the Nembra Star Disc?
The Nembra is a symbol of one's devotion to the skies. Many people study the skies above and know there is meaning. They hold an endearment to the celestial bodies, it is familiar to them.
What led to racism?
Fear, entitlement, ego. The fear of something different is the main source. Entitlement and ego kept it alive and bred it. It is a toxic part of your society that will always be there as long as one fears.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
1/25/10
Dear Father,
What would you like me to blog about?
Sunshine is a life source for your planet you call earth. It is also a destructive force. Too many ions coming into your earth's plane will be deadly for many beings, but soon it will happen. The world will be consumed with heat from the sun and many will not survive. Take heed of these warnings and find the sources to stop this destruction, time is not a friend to you, make this time left count!
Will the Sun destroy our planet?
Your sun will not, your race will.
Is this what is foretold in the Book of Revelations?
Your book, no. The Dead Sea scrolls, yes. They will be translated again soon.
If we were willing to give up one item, what should it be?
Automotives
What would you like me to blog about?
Sunshine is a life source for your planet you call earth. It is also a destructive force. Too many ions coming into your earth's plane will be deadly for many beings, but soon it will happen. The world will be consumed with heat from the sun and many will not survive. Take heed of these warnings and find the sources to stop this destruction, time is not a friend to you, make this time left count!
Will the Sun destroy our planet?
Your sun will not, your race will.
Is this what is foretold in the Book of Revelations?
Your book, no. The Dead Sea scrolls, yes. They will be translated again soon.
If we were willing to give up one item, what should it be?
Automotives
Monday, January 25, 2010
1/24/10
Dear Father,
What would you like me to blog about?
Surprise the world around you and beautify it, whether it belongs to you or not for earth belongs to all who live on her and if she is beautiful in some areas then it is a part of you. If she is vandalized in some areas this is also a part of you. Take a stand for your earth and beautify every part of her, restore her beauty and bring back nature. Do not suffocate her surface she needs to breath in order to flourish.
What items are hurting Earth the most?
Cement, chemicals, plastics, and machines.
What are the substitutes for these?
Your earth provides a ground for you, in many instances cement is not needed to cover her. Nature has created elements that are resistant to insects, whether they are plants, insects or animals, there are repellents that are natural. Plastics are hardened chemicals formed into many items that are causing diseases to every living beings on your earth. What cannot be recycled is clutter. It has no permanent use and is wasteful. You deplete this planet and waste what you take. Wasteful species! Your earth can supply all your needs without depleting and killing her.
What would you like me to blog about?
Surprise the world around you and beautify it, whether it belongs to you or not for earth belongs to all who live on her and if she is beautiful in some areas then it is a part of you. If she is vandalized in some areas this is also a part of you. Take a stand for your earth and beautify every part of her, restore her beauty and bring back nature. Do not suffocate her surface she needs to breath in order to flourish.
What items are hurting Earth the most?
Cement, chemicals, plastics, and machines.
What are the substitutes for these?
Your earth provides a ground for you, in many instances cement is not needed to cover her. Nature has created elements that are resistant to insects, whether they are plants, insects or animals, there are repellents that are natural. Plastics are hardened chemicals formed into many items that are causing diseases to every living beings on your earth. What cannot be recycled is clutter. It has no permanent use and is wasteful. You deplete this planet and waste what you take. Wasteful species! Your earth can supply all your needs without depleting and killing her.
Saturday, January 23, 2010
1/22/10
Dear Father,
What would like me to blog about?
Humanitarian efforts bring people together in the face of disaster. Why does it take a disaster to bring about the way of life that is needed for your race to survive? Why can't one remember that is the way God wanted you to live your life? It does not have to be when there is an attack from your planet you call earth. For if you live your life with these intentions for all beings, including your planet, all the time your plant would not have to fight back, nor would other beings.
Is it right for organized religion to use guilt and fear within the congregation?
There is never an excuse to use guilt and fear, especially in the name of God. If one wants to preach the word of God guilt and fear would not part of the teaching. Peace, Love and Compassion is the way of God, teach by example.
What is Karma?
A pattern set up by oneself. Lessons are needed for one to break the pattern. Sometimes life's lessons are tough to go through, and some not so tough. When one sets oneself up for Karma, the pattern will continue until the lesson is learned, then a new pattern is started. It could be good karma or bad karma, it depends on personal experience and perception. What matters is what you learn.
What can we learn from past species?
Life is circular. Life is recycled, lessons and mistakes are carried through life cycles, just like souls.
What would like me to blog about?
Humanitarian efforts bring people together in the face of disaster. Why does it take a disaster to bring about the way of life that is needed for your race to survive? Why can't one remember that is the way God wanted you to live your life? It does not have to be when there is an attack from your planet you call earth. For if you live your life with these intentions for all beings, including your planet, all the time your plant would not have to fight back, nor would other beings.
Is it right for organized religion to use guilt and fear within the congregation?
There is never an excuse to use guilt and fear, especially in the name of God. If one wants to preach the word of God guilt and fear would not part of the teaching. Peace, Love and Compassion is the way of God, teach by example.
What is Karma?
A pattern set up by oneself. Lessons are needed for one to break the pattern. Sometimes life's lessons are tough to go through, and some not so tough. When one sets oneself up for Karma, the pattern will continue until the lesson is learned, then a new pattern is started. It could be good karma or bad karma, it depends on personal experience and perception. What matters is what you learn.
What can we learn from past species?
Life is circular. Life is recycled, lessons and mistakes are carried through life cycles, just like souls.
Friday, January 22, 2010
1/21/10
Dear Father,
What would you like me to blog?
Find your soul, find your heart, all you human beings on this planet you call earth, and do God's work. Help one another to achieve greatness and reach their potential! Rise up and show humanity for your fellow race. Strength and compassion is the army that is needed now. Do not cower away from what is not familiar to you, for it soon will be. Show your power as a human race and help it survive. Do you think there are more humans elsewhere? There are not, your race is near extinction.
How long before we are at the point of no return?
There is little time. One cannot be wasteful with the time that is left.
What more can I do right now?
Prepare yourself for the response you will be getting, it will be overwhelming for you.
What have we created for ourselves?
A perilous situation. It is not a good future if it keeps going this way.
Who do I need to get this message to the most?
Arkansas governor(??).
What would you like me to blog?
Find your soul, find your heart, all you human beings on this planet you call earth, and do God's work. Help one another to achieve greatness and reach their potential! Rise up and show humanity for your fellow race. Strength and compassion is the army that is needed now. Do not cower away from what is not familiar to you, for it soon will be. Show your power as a human race and help it survive. Do you think there are more humans elsewhere? There are not, your race is near extinction.
How long before we are at the point of no return?
There is little time. One cannot be wasteful with the time that is left.
What more can I do right now?
Prepare yourself for the response you will be getting, it will be overwhelming for you.
What have we created for ourselves?
A perilous situation. It is not a good future if it keeps going this way.
Who do I need to get this message to the most?
Arkansas governor(??).
Thursday, January 21, 2010
1/20/10
Dear Father,
What would you like me to blog about?
The presence of Spirit is a form of goodness and calm. When a person is in a state of goodness and calm that person is speaking with the intention of Spirit. Spirit has joined your gathering tonight and blessed it. Take the blessings of goodness and calm and share them with all the beings you interact with and spread the blessings of God. You are doing good with the group. Keep an open mind to new possibilities.
What is God's understanding of Earth and it's beings' overall purpose?
The greater good for all involved. God's desire is to command better for every spirit in the universe. Go free the love that has been hidden in darkness and urges to get out. Do not ignore these urges, love should not be bound behind unclean intentions.
This question came from my friend Bob:
Was the human DNA altered genetically?
By ways that Bob is thinking no. There was a shift in DNA to master abilities in the highest form you race can achieve and still be subdued. Your race could have evolved more, but inhumanities existed.
This question came from my friend Amethyst:
Is God a playful God, or practical joker?
Being a practical joker is not God-like, and not funny. Being God-like is being as a child with innocent wonder and open to the unknown, because a child has faith that everything will be alright. Being playful is a state of a God-like quality, there are many more.
What would you like me to blog about?
The presence of Spirit is a form of goodness and calm. When a person is in a state of goodness and calm that person is speaking with the intention of Spirit. Spirit has joined your gathering tonight and blessed it. Take the blessings of goodness and calm and share them with all the beings you interact with and spread the blessings of God. You are doing good with the group. Keep an open mind to new possibilities.
What is God's understanding of Earth and it's beings' overall purpose?
The greater good for all involved. God's desire is to command better for every spirit in the universe. Go free the love that has been hidden in darkness and urges to get out. Do not ignore these urges, love should not be bound behind unclean intentions.
This question came from my friend Bob:
Was the human DNA altered genetically?
By ways that Bob is thinking no. There was a shift in DNA to master abilities in the highest form you race can achieve and still be subdued. Your race could have evolved more, but inhumanities existed.
This question came from my friend Amethyst:
Is God a playful God, or practical joker?
Being a practical joker is not God-like, and not funny. Being God-like is being as a child with innocent wonder and open to the unknown, because a child has faith that everything will be alright. Being playful is a state of a God-like quality, there are many more.
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
1/19/10
Dear Father,
What would you like me to blog about?
The way to Enlightenment is a straight path to truth. Truth with oneself can start one on this path, whether or not the path is a long one or short one, being honest with oneself will start the process. In the complexity of the world today, finding that truth is difficult. Facing inner demons and false pretenses are what is killing your race. Trying to build ego for what? for who? Who will care of another's self importance? What matters is not how much one can achieve in your short life, but what one does to better their spirit. Insecurities are not divine, they are repressive. In these time of great challenge, meet the challenge and learn, there is a lesson that cannot be ignored. Your race, your planet you call earth, all other beings on your planet are at a severe disadvantage. The fight will not be easy, but it will be rewarding. Find your Strength.
If Love has so much power, why can't it surpass Greed?
Love does surpass Greed, but Greed can be more rewarding on a short term process. Do you not see what Greed has done to your society? Do you not see the destruction and despair? Love does not destroy, Love builds and grows Love. Love is comforting and familiar, Greed is an endless hunger that demands to be fed, it is binding, Love is freeing.
What else would you like me to say?
The messages of Enlightenment has come in many forms, by many beings. You have been visited by other beings to hear these messages and one day they will stop. One day the messages won't matter, your planet you call earth will be past the point of help and healing. Now is not too late.
What would you like me to blog about?
The way to Enlightenment is a straight path to truth. Truth with oneself can start one on this path, whether or not the path is a long one or short one, being honest with oneself will start the process. In the complexity of the world today, finding that truth is difficult. Facing inner demons and false pretenses are what is killing your race. Trying to build ego for what? for who? Who will care of another's self importance? What matters is not how much one can achieve in your short life, but what one does to better their spirit. Insecurities are not divine, they are repressive. In these time of great challenge, meet the challenge and learn, there is a lesson that cannot be ignored. Your race, your planet you call earth, all other beings on your planet are at a severe disadvantage. The fight will not be easy, but it will be rewarding. Find your Strength.
If Love has so much power, why can't it surpass Greed?
Love does surpass Greed, but Greed can be more rewarding on a short term process. Do you not see what Greed has done to your society? Do you not see the destruction and despair? Love does not destroy, Love builds and grows Love. Love is comforting and familiar, Greed is an endless hunger that demands to be fed, it is binding, Love is freeing.
What else would you like me to say?
The messages of Enlightenment has come in many forms, by many beings. You have been visited by other beings to hear these messages and one day they will stop. One day the messages won't matter, your planet you call earth will be past the point of help and healing. Now is not too late.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
1/18/09
Dear Father,
What would you like me to blog about?
There is a saying, 'One cannot make a living without sacrificing something of value,' this is a falsehood. If a sacrifice has to be made this is not a living, it is a sacrifice of the soul. Do not compromise your integrity for wealth, for no price can be placed on your soul. Live your life with the intention of integrity and teach others also. Be happy with your conscience and spread happiness. When one is happy others see possibilities, light in darkness, and they have hope of a better future. Be the seed and grow.
What is time?
Time is a place of being. Time has no beginning and no ending, it is a state of being. Time's value is now, not past or future, they are all one.
Why do we fear the unknown?
Ego, control, power, and loss of faith. When faith is present the unknown is irrelevant, one has no fear. One believes they have the guidance they need and they are right.
Why do people kill over Gods?
Their love and devotion to their beliefs are misguided. Love is a form of passion and so is hate.
Your race is a passionate race whose love of their own God causes belief that no other God is good. A falsehood which brings about hatred and killing unjustly in the name of their God. No one God is loved more than the other, no one God is higher than the other. All Gods are peace and love.
What about the ones who don't believe in God?
There is a sadness when the ones denounces God, sadness for their soul. They are awaiting purgatory when their judgement date comes. They are empty inside.
What is purgatory?
A state of suspension. When the soul has no choice to make the soul is suspended in a non-essential state until a decision has been made. The soul may choose to go forward or the soul may choose to return to their former cycle, with a different lesson to learn.
What would you like me to blog about?
There is a saying, 'One cannot make a living without sacrificing something of value,' this is a falsehood. If a sacrifice has to be made this is not a living, it is a sacrifice of the soul. Do not compromise your integrity for wealth, for no price can be placed on your soul. Live your life with the intention of integrity and teach others also. Be happy with your conscience and spread happiness. When one is happy others see possibilities, light in darkness, and they have hope of a better future. Be the seed and grow.
What is time?
Time is a place of being. Time has no beginning and no ending, it is a state of being. Time's value is now, not past or future, they are all one.
Why do we fear the unknown?
Ego, control, power, and loss of faith. When faith is present the unknown is irrelevant, one has no fear. One believes they have the guidance they need and they are right.
Why do people kill over Gods?
Their love and devotion to their beliefs are misguided. Love is a form of passion and so is hate.
Your race is a passionate race whose love of their own God causes belief that no other God is good. A falsehood which brings about hatred and killing unjustly in the name of their God. No one God is loved more than the other, no one God is higher than the other. All Gods are peace and love.
What about the ones who don't believe in God?
There is a sadness when the ones denounces God, sadness for their soul. They are awaiting purgatory when their judgement date comes. They are empty inside.
What is purgatory?
A state of suspension. When the soul has no choice to make the soul is suspended in a non-essential state until a decision has been made. The soul may choose to go forward or the soul may choose to return to their former cycle, with a different lesson to learn.
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