Inner Peace

As I prayed for many years for Inner Peace, I held the pain inside me. I was fighting what I wanted the most; to release my pain. It was too painful to feel, to think about, and in some cases, to remember. My body was taking the toll; I was damaging myself on the inside and feeling horrible, but kept on going as I was. Doctors were not helping, they just gave me pills. I do not like pills, I do not like to be drugged, I wanted to be healed, and that is what I started praying for; to be Healed. There was no way for me to know the compete effect of what I was asking for, and unless you really have nothing to lose, like I did, walking to the gates of hell and back, which is what I did, is what to expect. You will find pain that your brain has hidden from you; to protect you until you are ready to face it, you will revisit issues you thought were resolved, and none of it will be easy. Your family and friends will not understand what you are going through, but you must do it. You just have to. And when you do, your body, mind, and spirit will finally be at Peace. Your prayers will be answered and you will see things so differenty; what you thought was important before, will no longer matter, and your priorities will now change for the better. You be lighter in every way, and your seeing clearer. And all that is needed is to let go of what no longer belongs to you, what is no longer a reality. Is it worth reliving the pain? Of course! The pain is already with you all the time. By healing it, you are letting it go, so it no longer consumes you. It is GONE! Not bogging you down every day, gone. I can honestl say; Yes, the healing is so worth it!